no one's born to be perfect.

100 question questionnaire

2011-12-30T21:01:00.003+08:00

OMG OMG so long since i posted anything. since it's the holidays, decided to post something since during the sem i wouldnt have time to do all this :)

1) Put your iTunes on shuffle. Give me the first 6 songs that pop up.
Funhouse by Pink, Do You Believe in magic by Aly & AJ, Good Girls Go Bad by Cobra Starship, What Goes Around by Justin Timberlake, Bad by MJ, Kiss from a Rose by Seal.

2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
Hmmm, Ellen. She's awesome!

3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.
Page 23 has only 16 lines because it's the end of the chapter LOL

4) What do you think about most?
So vague this question. I dunno, life? School? People?

5) What does your latest text message from someone else say?
It is not time to ballot yet. From Eugene hahaha

6) Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
With lol

7) What's your strangest talent?
I don't know

8) Girls.... (finish the sentence); Boys.... (finish the sentence)
Girls are great friends who make you feel so loved :D
Boys are fun to hang out with.

9) Ever had a poem or song written about you?
No HAHA

10) When is the last time you played the air guitar?
Long long ago

11) Do you have any strange phobias?
Butterflies & moths.

12) Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
Hmmm doubt so

13) What's your religion?
Islam

14) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?
Talking to friends, playing mahjong or bridge or something

15) Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
BEHIND

16) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?
Got so many! Just to name a few, Maroon 5, Muse, Keane, Coldplay, The Script

17) What was the last lie you told?
Can't rmb, I RARELY EVER EVER lie

18) Do you believe in karma?
Ya something like that

19) What does your URL mean?
It's my online alias

20) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
Lazy to answer this lol

21) Who is your celebrity crush?
Cho Kyuhyun <3

22) Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
Nope

23) How do you vent your anger?
I don't, I just keep quiet or walk away

24) Do you have a collection of anything?
Not really

25) Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
Talking on the phone

26) Are you happy with the person you've become?
So-so, depends on which aspect

27) What's a sound you hate; sound you love?
Hate: Sound of metal on metal or glass on glass.
Love: Sound of crispy leaves cracking lol

28) What's your biggest "what if"?
What if life is a dream and I wake up and I'm still a baby

29) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
No and no

30) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.
My keyboard and my keyboard HAHAHA

31) Smell the air. What do you smell?
Cigarette smell that is giving me lung cancer and my shampoo smell. Very strong.

32) What's the worst place you have ever been to?
Hmmm this is tough, I dunno.

33) Choose: East Coast or West Coast?
EAST lol

34) Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?
Cho Kyuhyun hahaha

35) To you, what is the meaning of life?
Easy, to be happy, no matter what I do.

36) Define: Art.
Hahaha lazy think.

37) Do you believe in luck?
Yes

38) What's the weather like right now?
Normal.

39) What time is it?
9.19pm

40) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?
Yes and no

41) What was the last book you read?
Roald Dahl selections my Sec 1 lit text HAHA

42) Do you like the smell of gasoline?
Yes :/

43) Do you have any nicknames?
Is xenodice considered one? I guess so.

44) What was the last movie you saw?
50-50 starring Joseph Gordon Levitt and Seth Rogen :D

45) What's the worst injury you've ever had?
Fell from bike and injured biggest toe

46) Have you ever caught a butterfly?
EWWW NO

47) Do you have any obsessions right now?
A little of Kpop. And 9gag takes up a lot of my time.

48) What's your sexual orientation?
Hetero lol

49) Ever had a rumor spread about you?
I can't rmb. Prolly not.

50) Do you believe in magic?
No

51) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?
Yes, though of course I don't show it. But most of the time I don't even rmb it. -.-

52) What is your astrological sign?
Gemini

53) Do you save money or spend it?
A bit of both

54) What's the last thing you purchased?
T-shirt from Gmarket!

55) Love or lust?
Love?

56) In a relationship?
No

57) How many relationships have you had?
None and surprisingly I am very happy alr leh

58) Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
Yes

59) Where were you yesterday?
Hall for floorball and then mahjong session :D

60) Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
Yes my pink pencil is right in front of me

61) Are you wearing socks right now?
No

62) What's your favorite animal?
Cats :)

63) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?
Dunno lol

64) Where is your best friend?
Dunno lol

65) Spit or swallow?(;
HAHAHA swallow I don't spit O_O

66) What is your heritage?
What nonsense is this

67) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?
Sleeping soundly like a log

68) What do you think is Satan's last name?
WALAO IDK LAH

69) Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?
What's this

70) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?
Yes of course! LOL

71) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?
Just go to work, I can't touch dogs LOL

72) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?
a) Tell no one
b) I really don't know
c) Yes very

73) You can only have one of these things: trust or love.
Trust duh

74) What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
Hmmmm Roly Poly :)

75) What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?
5646

76) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?
Besides the usual like trust etc, fun and laughter :)

77) How can I win your heart?
Hahahahahaha

78) Can insanity bring on more creativity?
Yes I think so.

79) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?
Alamak I dunno

80) What size shoes do you wear?
I think 7 or 7 and a half

81) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?
Idk

82) What is your favorite word?
LOL

83) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word: heart.
Love

84) What is a saying you say a lot?
Hmmm, "Have fun" "Take care"

85) What's the last song you listened to?
How to save a life by The Fray

86) Basic question: what's your favorite color/colors?
Purple, sometimes blue CHELSEA BABEH

87) What is your current desktop picture?
Black background with some vibrant coloured liquid in the centre

88) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?
LOL IDK I not so mean one

89) What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on?
Who is your crush?

90) One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren't really doing anything, they're just standing around your bed. What do you do?
HAHAHAH THEY ARE STANDING AROUND? If that's the case I think I will laugh and ask my friends to stop the trolling. Don't think I can go back to sleep

91) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?
Ability to read people's minds when I want to!

92) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?
HALF HOUR ONLY? Oh dear. I do not know

93) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
Too many to choose from

94) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?
Hahaha Adam Levine!

95) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?
Right now? London maybe.

96) Do you have any relatives in jail?
No

97) Have you ever thrown up in the car?
No, doubt so.

98) Ever been on a plane?
Yes!

99) If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?
Be kind towards each other, as Ellen always says it.

100) Give me your top 5 favorite blogs on Tumblr.
LAZY LOL

japan earthquake

2011-03-11T22:32:00.005+08:00

Magnitude 8.9 in Japan

HAHA i have totally been neglecting this blog now that I have a tumblr O_O HAHA sorry blogspot! but the photos there are damn whoa. can spend hours tumbling, and my sisters are all into it too.

shall do it in point form again, cos there really isnt something that is particularly big to talk about, but many random thoughts that are pretty touch-and-go

& i feel like going to toa payoh some time soon. that place has unique memories for me. the special places that really strike a chord with me, it's really weird but nice at the same time. mak puteh, my dear grandaunt has moved back there, and i back to loving toa payoh all over again! reminds me of mindchamps days too!

& there's a sale at j8 i gotta go there soon cos it ends this sunday! buy clothes for uni :/

& i hate that many things in our lives revolve around money. money makes the damn world go round

& my heart goes out to residents of Japan, who were affected by the massive earthquake that happened earlier today at around 2plus pm. imagine the people who were at disneyland having a jolly good time then this had to happen :( and the video footage of how people were struggling to hold their expensive appliances such as desktop monitors in the office really saddened me! the news coverage really reminded me of my geography days with xh, how we mugged litho and he really enlightened me about geography with his wisdom lol that boy is really smart. he told me one good point about how a developed country like japan will have a low death toll because of its ability to cope with such a disaster, with all its hi-tech stuff

& feel like watching the entire of Big Bang Theory from the beginning :D

travelling

2010-12-21T20:52:00.003+08:00

Relativity

seems like everyone is like travelling the world (nz, london, scotland, germany, taipei, seoul, japan, BINTAN KL ETCETC) and i am stuck here in fucking singapore leading a sad horrible life (yes, that is possible even without the A's) hurrrrrr *grumbles*

thor4

2010-12-15T23:38:00.003+08:00

I See The Light

hi there blog! haha

SO lots of things have been going on in my life. ACTUALLY NOT REALLY HAHA it's just been hardcore slacking here hehehe like bridging on viwawa, watching HIMYM, eating, sleeping. YEA thats practically it! there's definitely been other more exciting phases in my life man! like when i was still schooling...

like i rmb orientation! omg that period was fuggin awesome! haha an entire week of fun, cos no lessons yet and everyone sorta starts on a clean slate.. unless you're from vs. HAHAHA. almost everyday we'd go out for OG dinner, whether it's sub-og (THOR 4!!!) or entire og (THOR!!!!) hehe good times. my own orientation when i was a freshman, and also the one during which i served as an ogl. marina square, suntec roof top, airport T3 were but usual hangout places which would be swarmed by vjc-ians at dinner time! then sea rigatta where we would practically burn ourselves in the sun haha i rmb in j1 my scalp was burnt like siao lol. but that's long over and i have slowly but surely turned whiter in the course of mugging for A's (all indoors hehehe)

and i realise i am suddenly reminiscing on my j1 days HAHA i think there's too much to say so i shall just stop myself here. shall go youtube now or smth. tata

a levels over

2010-12-04T21:27:00.008+08:00

HELLO FREEDOM

hi a levels over and i have one thing to say:

HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA I DIDNT DIE

okay i am going to partake in some hardcore slacking tonight. best! ok i am kinda lazy to type a real post right now but just to remind my blog that i havent died in the course of sitting for the darn A's. yes. kthxbai

50 questions

2010-07-10T15:06:00.001+08:00

50 Questions

01. Who was your last text from?

02. Where was your default picture taken?

VJ Performance Theatre during Majestia!

03. Your relationship status?

Single and (not) ready to mingle lol

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?

hmmm not really

05. What is your current mood?

freaking sian. like got a lot of things i should be doing but i just refuse to face them D:

06. How many siblings do you have?

3 sisters

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?

Alia, Alesha and Ayesha

08. Where do you wish you were right now?

Right where I am now is fine. But if I had to go anywhere else, I'd go anywhere as long as it is with people I love

09. Have a crazy side?

Ya have. All depends on who I'm with

10. Ever had a near death experience?

No yay

11. Something you do a lot?

Slack and waste my time. Like now! Hahaha shucks. I also spend my time smsing. And listening to music. And eat?

12. Angry at anyone?

Erm angry is not the right word. Idk :/

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?

Haha next question

14. When was the last time you cried?

Erm just now only LOL I'm such a crybaby!

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?

Yes. Almost anything la. I still got my principles. Hahaha.

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?

The people I am close to, happy thoughts, worrying thoughts, how my day went, how tmr will be.

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?

18. What is your favorite song?

Can't pinpoint any single one, but I do have a few all time faves and a few current faves.

19. What are you doing right now?

Smsing, typing, wasting my life away. Ahhhhh.

20. Who do you trust right now?

A few ppl lor.

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?

Orientation 2010

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?

MY CAT WOOHOO

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?

Sangee!

24. Describe your life in one word?

Peaceful

25. Who are you thinking of right now?

People who mean a lot to me

26. What should you be doing right now?

Organic chem mindmap. Or something useful. Haiz

27. What are you listening to?

Like OMG Baby - DJ Earworm

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?

My mommy! :)

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?

Can't rmb!

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?

A little maybe?

31. What is your natural hair color?

Black

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?

My sisters

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?

I shouldn't disclose it here

34. What do you hear?

Music. And my own thoughts?

35. Is your hair curly or straight?

Quite straight but it's quite wavy too

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?

What no.

37. Do you have a best friend?

Maybe? A few close friends that mean the worlddddd to me is better than ONE best friend.

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?

My cat is male so yes. HAHA

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?

Not often but yes ;)

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?

Yes lol

41. Are you happy with life right now?

So-so. Depends on which aspect of my life you see.

42. Are you currently jealous?

A little. Again, it depends.

43. What jewelery are you currently wearing?

Ear studs.

44. What were you doing on friday night?

Yesterday night I watched a movie with the awesome S31 guys at KLP. Despicable Me!!! Freaking fun outing, I had a great great time laughing with them. :)

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?

Not serious one la. My life is brilliant, my life is pure. LOL

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?

Maybe? I wouldnt know if they never told me :/

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?

Hmmm. Right now, no. (Thank.Goodness.)

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?

Throat infection. 'Twas really bad!!

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?

I slept friggin early last night and am very proud of myself. Was dead tired after a day at school, a whole afternoon of forensic science and a movie at night. Whew.

50. Have you dated anyone longer than a year?

Nope, have always been single and HAPPY! :)

after CT2

2010-07-03T17:59:00.005+08:00

Down Down Down Down Down

& i thought the end of CT2s will be friggin awesome. how wrong was i! im feeling pretty down. im enjoying myself, but only half-heartedly. D: i guess the 'guilty pleasure' thing rings true.

& but certain songs are helping. i love stumbling upon songs that make me feel good.

& i have things on my mind which cannot be mentioned here. in fact i dont think they should be mentioned to anyone at all. it sucks having to bottle things up.

& i feel empty

& i secretly fear that no one will ever love me as much as my cat does

& i watched made of honour yesterday for the 543423897th time haha love that show.

& things i am not looking forward to just keep drawing nearer and i hate. D:

& i am finding happiness from the smallest most insignificant things. it's weird, not to mention loserific.

& i need a life D:

stay away from fb!

2010-06-03T01:13:00.002+08:00

Abstinence

ok last thing before i go. i realise that facebook is the cause for much of my misery. not all of fb ofc. just the relevant ones pertaining to my issue. hmmm. I SHOULD STAY AWAY. YES. YES YES YES. I SHOULD, I MUST, I CAN AND I WILL. okay i dunno. with the iphone and everything, it can be a little hard... NO AQILA IF YOU WANNA FEEL THAT MUCH BETTER, STAY AWAY FROM BLOODY FB. IT'LL DO YOUR STUDIES GOOD TOO. hmmm. now that's wisdom.

june

2010-06-03T01:06:00.003+08:00

Poisson Distribution

OMG i realise i have only blogged like once a month this year. like the average rate is once a month. the number of times i blog per month follows a poisson distribution with mean 1. HAHHAHAHAHA omg i crack myself up LOL. okay what the heck i suddenly feel a lot better after posting the previous post. but im still thinking about it.. SHALL RESIST. anyway yay 2 posts for june now. i guess the probability of 0.184 (3sf) prevailed against the odds! HAHAHA. omg funny. and yay i love june :D lampard's and many other ppl's birthday. :) no im not referring to me haha im not that self-centred haha :)

random: reading tumblr blogs are pretty damn interesting!

stupid

2010-06-03T00:40:00.005+08:00

Change Your Thoughts

facebook and many of the other sites that i frequent are being extremely laggy and i have many things on my mind that are bugging the crap outta me D: so i resorted to coming here to rant anonymously. got such thing as "rant anonymously" meh? well basically what i mean is to rant (well actually complain/whine/bitch but lets just leave it at "rant") about a particular thing/some particular things but dont really pinpoint what/who im refering to for anonymity sake. this is my blog, im allowed to that arent i? okay maybe whatever i just tried to explain didnt make any sense but i know what im saying so does it matter if you dont? wahaha.

anyway yeah back to topic. man, i thought it would be over once it was over but goodness me, are the repercussions more devastating or what. this is getting pretty annoying to me but i know this just stems from my selfishness, my horrible tendencies to hate seeing other people happy. there i said it. thats a huge flaw in my character but i dont have time to worry about that now with other things on my mind. i shouldnt be upset with this thing but its affecting me more than it ever should. this is crazy. whats wrong with me? and i always question myself, did i bring this upon myself? and my answer is no, so i ask: are they the ones at fault? did they deliberately cause me hurt? the answer is no again, so im stuck here in this supermassive black hole wondering why this happened. and my conclusion will be: it just did. its just the way things are. and i wonder if its just my thoughts that are blowing things out of proportion. am i taking this too seriously when actually there is nothing to worry about really. they arent affected by it at all, why should i be, when in fact im the victim here. they did ask me before if i was okay, and i sensed that they cared. just a bit. but the evil in me brushed off any form of sympathy they were willing to shower me. why? pride. its horrible. fake a laugh or two, a smiley face here and there to cover up all the hurt im experiencing. its no fun at all. now i confused what direction i should be headed in. do i show it or do i just hide it and continue suffering in silence? both ways it'll suck on my part for sure. it still heavily annoys me that it didnt stop bugging me even when it is supposed to be over. i think its just my thoughts overwhelming me, which brings me to this quote that may well be enlightenment to my great ordeal. "Change your thoughts, and you change your world". So maybe if i think more happy things i wouldnt be so tied down with this stupid thing. its really stupid. haha i bet a few weeks/months down the road when this tides over, i'll be thinking back and wondering how childish i was back then. which always happens anyway so what the heck.

ah okay i bet no one understood that. haha whatever. anonymity for the win.

spongebob and the 7 deadly sins

2010-05-14T22:34:00.005+08:00

SpongeBob and The 7 Deadly Sins

came across this and found it pretty interesting, though i think the gary one and spongebob was kinda stretching it a little. a bit too far-fetched just to fit the seven sins in i feel. but still, makes you think a little. haha

1. Sloth-Patrick

Sloth is the sin of laziness, or unwillingness to act. Obviously this is Patrick. He lays under a rock all the time and doesn’t really do anything. In fact in the episode “Big Pink Loser” he got an award for doing nothing the longest.

2. Wrath-Squidward

Wrath involves feelings of hatred and anger. Squidward hates his life, usually hates SpongeBob, and is pretty much angry most of the time.

3. Greed-Mr. Krabs

Obviously Mr. Krabs is greedy and desires money. How could Greed not be Krabs? He actually sang about the power of greed in “Selling Out”.

4. Envy-Plankton

Plankton is envious of Mr. Krabs because The Krusty Krab is a success while The Chum Bucket is a failure. His envy drives him to try to steal the Krabby Patty secret formula.

5. Gluttony-Gary

I actually think this one is pretty funny. Did you ever notice the running gag in Spongebob where they say “don’t forget to feed Gary” or Sponge says “I gotta go feed Gary”. Gary even ran away that time when SpongeBob forgot to feed him. Gluttony usually refers to the overindulgence of food so I’m guessing this one fits him pretty well.

6. Pride-Sandy

Sandy takes a lot of pride in who she is and where she comes from. She takes pride in the fact that she is from Texas and likes to let everyone know it. She also takes pride in the fact that she is a mammal and a land creature, like in the episode “Pressure” where she tried to prove land critters were better than sea critters.

7. Lust-SpongeBob

Ok, I know what your thinking. It does seem a little weird and curious at first but I have given it a lot of thought. Lust in one definition is “excessive love of others”. I think this one works best for Spongebob. He shows his love of others with his overeagerness to do good and help people. If anything is true about SpongeBob it’s that he loves everyone around him, even if they don’t exactly love him back.

after a long holiday

2010-04-05T00:14:00.006+08:00

Eenie Meenie

& gosh that song is damn catchy it's been in my head goodness! justin bieber woot woot
& i cant see lady gaga in the same light again after that Telephone video :( sheesh what happened to you, Beyonce? or rather, what did lady gaga do to you! it's saddening to some extent, though that Single Ladies video with all those spandex suits HAHA SWIMMING COSTUMES sort of gave us a hint about your direction in life Ms Knowles.
& i ate at The Prata House for dinner woooh, the prata there is awesome. the trick is to resist any temptation you might have to try the innovative (mostly WEIRD AND DISGUSTING) inventions that they serve and go for the PLAIN CRISPY PRATA omg its the sex! don't even need to eat it with curry or sugar or whatsoever, plain is best. you can actually taste the DOUGH in that prata amidst all that oil HAHA
& class outing on good friday to weihao's haos (house HAHA GEDDIT) hahaha we played mahjong and PS3 OMG FINAL FANTASY 13 :O:O:O with his expert mum omg she's hilarious! i quote her "Need calculator?" HAHAHA THAT WAS THE BEST, alvin agrees, dont you alvin ;)
& alvin you freaking stalker. google your name somemore lah. here's a reason to: ALVIN ALVIN ALVIN
& MUST. DO. CHEM. TUTORIAL. monica wong omg D:
& haiz i predict a hectic school week ahead of me and here i am blogging, among other stuff HAHA i feel screwed but at the same time i cant really be bothered to do anything now ): haiz
& a lot of nice new songs in my phone WOOHOO :)
& they cut the trees in front of my house now they all so botak i can see right across the street and have full vision of any fights that may break out in the middle of the night ;)
& is the word "intemeresting" a figment of my imagination? lol
& damn third period pe tmr. why oh why am i so unfit ): actually i've got only myself to blame eh.
& what a wonderful slackful weekend it has been. if only all weekends were three days long. really a treat man. no band and no interact (DOUBLE HAPPINESS) on saturday so stayed at home all weekend watching tv and bridging and sleeping and eating and anything but feeling stressed. shiok ah!
& the email HWK sent us pissed me off. strangely. for some odd reason, i got so annoyed (if that's the right word) at his links like omg D:
& jaan's father is a crackpot
& man utd 1- 2 chelsea. WOOHOO AWESOME GAME, AWESOMER OUTCOME. like omg what a match! what was deemed to be the 'clash of the titans' to football fans, me included ;) WOOHOO IN YOUR FACE MAN YOO, i like how we totally beat you on your home ground but am sad that rooney wasnt in the squad to suffer the same humiliation awww. that little piglet was hiding in that little hospitality room of his wasnt he? ah man utd are nothing but a one man team i guess. :) ah it just feels so damn good :)

Let’s look at this game itself. Yes, Drogba’s goal was offside. What about Macheda’s goal? I’ve seen the replays many many times. He simply pushed the ball into the net using his arm. There are no two ways about it. In fact, that goal must have been disallowed and he must have been carded. Very conveniently, they are very quiet about this fact. And yes, Park could have got a penalty and so was the case with Anelka. You can say that the refereeing was poor but he favoured neither teams.

2010-03-06T21:23:00.004+08:00

iPhone FTW

& My first time blogging on the oh-so-wonderful iPhone :) hehehe but it's kinda hard typing I bet there'll be plenty of typos by the end of this post wahahaha. And like it automatically capitalises the first letter of each sentences so all you grammar conscious freaks out there, CONGRATS you don't have to groan in displeasure everytime I start a new sentence for this post :)

& WHAT THE HECK am I doing here cos CTs are in less than two days haha SHIT I feel damn screwed lah. All the pressure >.<

& Alvin HOW'D YOU FIND MY BLOG DAMMIT.

& 'We Are The World' by the 25 artistes for Haiti thingy is damn freaking nice man. Keep listening to it over and over again these days. My fave singers(in this order):
1. ADAM LEVINE OMG I swear I just fell in love with Maroon 5 all over again <3
2. Justin Bieber wah omg he actually sang really well!
3. MILEY CYRUS can you believe it omg I actually felt she sounded freaking nice :)
4. Some guy who sang "that someone somehow will soon make a change" damn meaningful. I like (Y)
5. Enrique Iglesias. One word. SEXY

& Ok just now I was studying chem kinetics then I started to get damn emo sia cos i kept thinking of last times. Like I reminisced about all the last times I had in cedar when I was graduating from secondary school. Like for eg "last time I will sing the sch song", "last time I will have a proper lesson in class as a cedarian", "last time I'll wear the cedar uniform as a cedarian" etc etc.. Now I'm in J2, I'll start having to face these last times again and I think my first one just came.. "last time Mrs Koh taught 09S31 a chapter" and that happened to be kinetics :( I studied the practicals and I thought to myself "last practical with Mrs Koh" and when I saw planning practical A6 I thought "last tutorial with Mrs Koh, Spectra Lab". And I felt so emo and it dawned on me how much I actually hated "last"s. Inevitably I'm gonna have to face plenty of lasts in the months coming, and that will really really suck. Such a sad thing to think about, how you will never again in your life experience the same things in the same setting or with the same feelings and people. Teaches me something about really cherishing the resent and more importantly living through the moment cos it'll never come by again.

must do geog hmwk

2010-02-22T20:23:00.002+08:00

If Tomorrow Never Comes

& the title of the post is as such because the pasar malam downstairs blasting that song. so emo that song. making me sadder :( but i shall resist :|

& haha had the sudden urge to blog. damn random O_O

& fuck, got a lot of work to do. like geog assignment and copy combinations notes

& oh yeah talking about my combinations notes, WHICH OF YOU DODOBIRDS OUT THERE STOLE MY BLASTED COMBINATIONS NOTES i am so freaking pissed can you tell

& had a long journey home today with michael, all the way to bishan :D bishanians/northlanders FTW :D yay i realised that i can really learn a lot from ppl like michael. YES, I CAN AND I WILL

& STILL HAVENT DECIDED geog trip or taonan camp. gah really really really cant decide after weeks of wondering... i think i'll involuntarily just end up going for geog trip... sigh guess i cant get the best of both worlds. FUCK YOU HANNAH MONTANA

& my hair is starting to get disgusting

& i miss the gang <3

& my chem for CTs is screwed :( i am most scared for chem-is-try haha geddit

& mock napfa tmr holy schmoley die

& band is getting more and more hiong but i like danceries :D

& wanna hear a blonde joke? HAHA.

LT1

2010-01-19T22:33:00.004+08:00

Love You Long Time

OMG, LT1 so cool! the chairs i never see before one and the table is flat and level! and like the table is so bulky and stable, i can actually erase properly on it!!! the only thing is that its very hard to leave the LT if you need the toilet. today was my first lecture in LT1 then i had this really really bad stomachache, like the until you cannot concentrate on what teacher is teaching kinda pain and luckily i was fourth person from the aisle, and all three people were my classmates so it wasnt that paiseh-ing :/ haha but really, the LT really very nice :D:D

then i went to cedar today for a while to buy the cedar handbook LOL i went with fiona, it was her first time back in the new campus and it was so funny seeing the noob ncc kids greeting her HAHA never knew fiona was such big shot in cedar LOL she second in charge leh omg so big. lol then i went home using the circle line it was such a bliss <3

THEN THEN THEN THE MOST EXCITING PART OF THE DAY

i went home and had a nap. WOOT THAT TOTALLY ROCKED! 2am the last two days gives me nothing but eyebags.

oh PE today was shit. like really damn shit. ppl who got bronze or failed napfa (AKA FATASSES LIKE ME) had conditioning with ms ng, my beloved pw teacher lol. it was a horrific pe lesson, i ran and did exercise and ran and did more exercise and ran SOMEMORE and did exercise and ran EVEN MORE and by the end of it i was dying. it was a nightmare. the only good thing was that ms ng was jovial and not like pissy or smth. i ran past her then i told her "ms ng, you suck" and just when i realised it was actually quite rude of me to say that, she just laughed. lucky me. but she was MERCILESS I TELL YOU, MERCILESS in the conditioning. just keep running. nightmare.

science e-mcq done!

2010-01-08T15:48:00.002+08:00

I See You

& my jc2 timetable sucks, i want my jc1 one back :(( those were the days i can end as early as 12.45, go parkway and waste money on koi bubble tea, then come back for band >.<>& finished both my science e-mcqs :D:D:D the thing that has been bugging me since two weeks ago, now done WOOTS but i cheated HAHAHA omg quite obvious leh, cos first try 16/25 and then second try 25/25 HAHAHAHA!!!! AND THE SECOND ATTEMPT DONE UNDER half hour when the allocated time is 45 min SHIT HAHAHA im so dead if they catch me lolol

& i havent eaten this chocolate biscuit thing which i bought in japan LOL maybe i should eat it before the dead maggots in there actually bio-degrade LOL nah kidding, no maggots in there yet :D and the expiry date on it says 9 july 2016 so im safe HAHA japanese food last really long dont they o.O

& havent been playing viwawa in a long time, i want to level. but sch start cannot play liao D:

& my stomach just grumbled

& i am hungry

& cant wait to see my friends in sch next week, but am not looking forward to the academic year that awaits me oh the horror

& am going to malacca for a short trip tmr, one night only. so i must finish all my shit hmwk tonight, that is if i plan to do them hehe.

& okay i am very hungry bb

nssn tmr

2009-12-18T01:32:00.003+08:00

Salvage

& hi nssn is tmr and i feel depressed now WHAT THE EFFFF cant i be depressed some other time? i feel so down and no song in the world seems to be able to cheer me up and going to facebook just makes it worse so i just exited that page. and i am done writing letters for the night, shall go sleep after this. i hope i dont forget to bring anything tmr :/

& on the other hand, nssn will be a success tmr. there's no doubt about it. the skit will be good, the songs will be good-er. audience will enjoy themselves tmr. i dont know about myself though.

& erm just when i start having craving for pasar malam food, they start packing up and poof they're gone.

& i hate people who ignore my smses even though i am like them

& my mother didnt allow me to go for section sleepover tmr night. i am not surprised. at all.

& interact on saturday. damn tired sia.

& whats going on? maybe i should just go to mars and live there, the beings are more civilised there

bad day

2009-12-12T01:51:00.002+08:00

Orangey-brown

i absolutely hate it whenever just when you think your day couldnt get any any much worse, IT FUCKING DOES. omg i had a pretty rough day. maybe i should just sleep and things will be better tmr. TMR BETTER BE A BETTER DAY OR ELSE. grrr.

aqila pls be happy tmr

twilight hater post

2009-12-07T21:21:00.009+08:00

For Your Entertainment

here's a bunch of pics that put a smile on my face. some are really hilarious. dont get me wrong, im not that big a twilight hater, i just found these photos real funny hahaha :)

xff

2009-12-06T22:26:00.003+08:00

Level 83

OMG I AM SO FUCKING PISSED. I WILL NOT FORGET THAT YOU HURT ME AND ONE DAY YOU SHALL GET YOUR RETRIBUTION SOMEHOW. WATCH OUT YOU FUCKING BITCH. GRRRRRRR.

emo for no reason

2009-11-28T21:34:00.003+08:00

Paladin Of Frost

i am feeling very sad right now, but i dunno why. this is not the first time i am having this feeling ): it sucks cos i dunno why i am feeling so down. cos if i do, then i can do something about it like solve the problem or something. but now i don't know what is it that is wrong, so i am stuck here in this supermassive black hole ): HOW ): i try doing the things i like, like play bridge or something but i still not happy leh ): and like a lot of things on my mind, and some things just piss me off then i get so angry whenever i think of them.

and i miss chris, wth he left only like yesterday midnight BUT I MISS HIM ALREADY, and he's coming back on the 7th wth.

on a side note, VALORA FTW.

VALORA is the Paladin of Frost. Cool and composed, she has the ability to control ice as well as manipulate time (freezing it, that is). Her colour is white, and she dresses in white shining armour. Her weapon is a lance made of ice.

It's gonna be one heck of an orientation :D

love stinks

2009-11-12T01:40:00.003+08:00

Beauty Queen Of Only Eighteen

love is such a wretched institution. for now, i'm so happy i'm single and not tied down by any commitment. it's such a demanding thing, to be in a relationship. its just from my observation of the people around me. who needs boyfriends anyway when you have such awesome friends and classmates. haha i'm just feeling very angsty now but i just had to let it out cos it's been on my mind since yesterday.

FUCK, OP DAY AFTER TMR. :/ I MUST HARNESS MY FRINGE POWER *ZUP*

hat fail

2009-11-10T15:55:00.001+08:00

LOL

life sucks

2009-11-01T19:58:00.003+08:00

Six Dwarves. Where is Happy??? D:

i've been slacking the whole weekend no pw at allllll omg im so sick of it srsly. it makes me wanna throw up :X sigh i should do something tonight. maybe i shall edit my script. and type out the q&a questions. ARGH I CAN'T FUCKING WAIT FOR IT TO BE OVER MAN okok enough pw talk.

let's talk about the weather! past two days been raining REALLY REALLY heavily its scary. when i look out of the window i cant even see j8!! zomg its nice to sleep in but not when my back hurts :( sigh life sucks

no no i shall not emo, let's talk about soccer! yay chelsea 4 - 0 bolton!!! wakakaka another great match for the blues!!! last week was 5-0 hehe what great form we are in! :) haha but then man utd won blackburn... :/

SEE LAH EVERYTIME I ATTEMPT TO TALK ABOUT SOMETHING HAPPY i end up being sad. where's the happiness in my life srsly, i need happy hormones :S gah life sux

T_T

txh55555

2009-10-23T22:56:00.005+08:00

The Battle

it doesnt help that you're so negative all the time. most of the time i feel like im your slave, always conforming to your needs and trying to please you. who the fuck are you to treat me like that. i say we do this (and i say it so suggestively, in a very nice tone, im not like that to many ppl mind you) and you keep saying no, then you start complaining about this not being group work and say that "you dont care". do you think that helps? do you think that makes our situation any better, knowing our group is already like that? as it is im already doing so much for the group when im not even the leader (nor do i want to be), the least you can do is coorperate with me when im trying to make things happen? your pessimism is srsly a hindrance to our progress and with one of our members already so like that, you shouldnt be making things worse by saying negative stuff like that and say "you can't be bothered" and "she sucks" or whatever. as much as i agree with you, i cant advocate these kind of feelings in the group. what we must do is work professionally and put aside any personal grievances to after meetings or better still after pw is over. we can bitch all we want, but only after work is done. things might not always go your way so why not just do our best, do what we can with what we have and we'll see how things go from there. i understand that you want the best, and that we should really go all out for the best we can achieve. but with you attitude like that, do you think we can? unless your attitude changes for the better, we can never achieve what you want us to. please.

you keep saying you have to study for a level chinese. so far i have always given in to your needs but do you think that is my problem? if i were nasty i can just say that it is absolutely not my concern if you take chinese or whatever. when you took H1 chinese it was your responsibility to juggle it with your other subjects and as far as im concerned, PW is definitely one of them. so stop using chinese as an excuse. i understand you need to study for this a level subject but everytime i ask you to study, you go and read pokemon manga or play bridge. i understand we all need to destress sometimes but dont need to go overdo it. i can recall my doing wr while you sit there playing bridge. is that fair? nvm that one i can close one eye. then i give you time to study, you go talk on msn. aiyoh i dunno what to do or say anymore. just know as much as i like having you as my pw mate, it sucks. but there's a good and bad in everyone so i shan't complain further.

i know you wouldnt read this but i just had to rant a bit. and even if you do read this, i know you probably would disagree with me but then i just have to say what i wanna say. im really upset though i dont show it in front of you. you're a real joy sometimes but other times you're a real bloodsucker who has made me cry several times. where got not gentleman like that.

im not angry with you. i'm just pretty damn upset.

gp over

2009-09-26T22:03:00.004+08:00

Emotionally Unstable

i broke down just now. twice. over a trivial matter. very very trivial. i shouldnt even be feeling that way about whatever i feeling upset about. :(

on the other hand, GP PAPER OVER. i feel better about the paper 1 essay than the compre. the compre damn suck lah. what privacy shit. but anyway yah essay (: hahahaha

BRING ON THE SCIENCES AND GEOG.

my plan is to take down whatever complain she has after each paper and then compare it with her results when she get back. never attempt AQ i heard? BULLSHIT. HAHAHA.

stressed part 2

2009-09-24T20:04:00.001+08:00

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

stressed

2009-09-24T20:01:00.002+08:00

I'll Deal With It After Promos.

one.
STRESSED.

two.
sporadic tendencies to suddenly curse real loudly.
like this: "BOOMZ."

selamat hari raya

2009-09-20T02:09:00.002+08:00

Salam (Promos) Lebaran!

hahaha Selamat Hari Raya people! :D :D :D let's enjoy tmr after the whole month of abstinence. keeping away from food, drink, smoke(not that i smoke or will ever smoke hopefully), profanities, gossip, evilness, and everything else ugly. :) yay tmr i will eat my mum's wonderful lontong to my heart's content yippee. okay yippee? whats with me, i've never used that word before! okayyy.

promos in about a week's time! starts this friday. LET GP BE FIRST AND BE GONE WITH THE SOONEST, then i can do my science and maths and geog. haha. this time round, instead of the classrooms like mid years, my promos will be in the hall for 4 out of 5 papers! yay i like hall (I TYPO-ED HELL HAHAHHAHA) for exams! nicer exam-ish atmosphere. and i've been studying! much harder than i did for mid-years thats no doubt. :D only geog... haha that one a bit no hope but hopefully my sciences got more hope than that time mid-years. haha

i watched the vmas on mtv today. haha YEAH COBRA STARSHIP WOOTS WOOTS YAYNESS. but sian they didnt win haha nvm it's not so bad. haha

i got this new terry poster from football weekly WAH DAMN SEXY HOMGGGGGG!!! everytime i see it i stare, and then i start to go into hyperventilate state. HAHA

rechelle bought me TWO FREAKING ROLLS OF DEWBERRY OMG i am super touched! i love it and she knows i do and she decided to buy for me to celebrate my hari raya weekend. haha. yay thanks rech!!!

cascada's "evacuate the dancefloor" quite nice ah.

goldin universe

2009-08-31T00:27:00.005+08:00

whoo try this: http://www.goldinuniverse.com/

i think i chose blue grey black purple yellow green brown red. yes, chelsea first, man utd last HAHA. and notice first two are BLUE GREY YAY NICE CEDAR COMBI. okay my results were:

At this particular time you are feeling the results of extreme stress and you are seeking a 'way out' but you are pushing too hard. Obviously you need peace, tranquillity and contentment. Your temperament is such that you are hoping, unrealistically perhaps, that your desires will shortly be fulfilled (even if at this time you are not quite sure what those true aspirations may be!).

You don't feel as if you can go it on your own anymore. You don't want to be taken for granted. You need to be recognised as a 'caring person' and it could be that you are searching to establish a relationship, not necessarily with someone new, but with that someone special who could feel the same way as you do.

Enough is enough - but the problems never seem to stop. They never stop. You feel, and maybe you are right, that the problems seem to go on and on and you have indeed had more than your fair share of trials and tribulations. But to give you credit - you bounce back time and time again - you stick to your beliefs because deep down you have that inner knowledge, that 'belief' system that in the end, everything will turn out OK - and you are right -it will!

There is considerable amount of stress present in your life at this time and this is perhaps due to some considerable mental and physical frustration. There are various physical needs that are necessary for your well-being but whatever the reasons - mostly of your own making - your needs are not being fulfilled. We wonder why? You are under the impression that nobody seems to care for you. This predicament is most uncomfortable and it is because of this that you are experiencing far more stress than you feel you can cope with. You need to find a soul mate - someone who truly understands you and whose standards are as high as your own. As matters stand you would like to break away from the vicious cycle that you find yourself entrapped but this is easier said than done. You refuse to compromise with your opinions and essentially you are unable to resolve the situation because you are continually postponing the making of the necessary decision. You are stubborn but this should be no deterrent experiencing a happy life.

You are completely worn out and you are not in the mood for any further demands on your resources. The situation - such as it is - has rendered you quite helpless, unable to continue the mental battle that you have been pursuing for some considerable time. Enough is enough. All you would like to do now would be to have some time for yourself, to find a peaceful situation where you can recuperate in your own time.

yeah i find the stressful parts pretty damn accurate, what with promos and pw and stuff though i admit i could be putting a bit more effort. AQILA YOU GOTTA BE MORE HARDWORKING MAN. BE AN ANT!!! and the "worn out and you are not in the mood..." part wah really hit the nail on the head. "enough is enough" yeah im just exhausted from everything. but i'll pick myself up. i have to!

okay tmr teachers day celebs should be exciting no lessons cant wait YAY

i miss gabe highing

2009-08-29T00:47:00.003+08:00

Smash It Up, Smash It Up

OH EM GEE i suddenly really miss priyanka cos i started listening to cobra songs and i got nobody to go gabe high with ))))))))))))))): i miss gabe highing i really do okay i think it's just another of my random bouts of extreme nostalgia gahhhh

okay the new cobra album is dope. nuff said!!! argh.

oh my the blogger page is okay now! homg i barely realised in my excitement to blog about gabeeeee ARGH

GABE I LOVE YOU MAN, YOU THE BEST. :')

bio spa

2009-08-26T15:33:00.008+08:00

okay this morning a was a happy person cos i had bio spa and it went pretty well and all, so i went home and took a nice nap in front of the tv, then when i stirred from my peaceful sleep, i see my phone got four messages then i received the bad news. it totally spoiled my day and i was feeling so lost and helpless after reading the message. it was an sms from my interact home group leader, telling me that i must make up for all those sessions i missed cos of syf. what the flying fuck i was super super angry when i read the message cos its like 7 fucking sessions and i already spoke to gowri(the person in charge of the centre at that time) and i got mr wong(band teacher in charge) to write a letter to the sunlove centre to excuse me for about a month plus cos i got intense syf preparations. gowri said it was okay. i just needed my band teacher in charge to write a letter for official documentation. and i did that, i asked mr wong to write the letter and he was nice enough to help me. then now some bloody ms jean tan wants me to make up for the 7 sessions cos if i dont meet 80% attendance i will be dismissed from interact. okay i am super super pissed i dont know what to say or think and i think this is injustice seriously. cos if i have to do make-up it will be after next week till like 12 sept which is freaking near promos and you think i dont need study issit! walao eh i wanna make-up after promos also cannot. okay talking about it makes my blood boil really and that isnt very fun when you already have a lack of glucose and are so drained from slacking all day HAHA

yah so bio spa was this morning. it was pretty easy cos we've done it before and when we did it during mock spa i actually enjoyed the experiment. HAHAHA tmr is chem spa! pure calculations, i must score big time! and im like slacking all the way today cos i already studied for it on monday afternoon. and like the lack of food is always an excuse to not study HAHA so i will read it up tonight and practise Na2CO3 and NaHCO3 double indicator titration yahoo.

okay i think i want to be a professional when i grow up. a professional slacker cos i am super good and just wasting my time away like srsly. you think it is easy to laze around but some people normally get bored and cant find anything to do but i have plenty things to do to slack the day away. its my niche area lol. i can watch tv, sleep, and play computer HAHA and this is still not including the daily activity of eating! HAHHAA. but yeah i reach home at 10 and am proud to say that i havent done anything productive HAHAHA

i was watching football channel just now and am pleased to find out that tinchy stryder is british! HAHAHA okay and he is a rio ferdinand/man utd fan eww BOO HIM ON THAT. but he still makes good music :D

oh and that remedy song by little boots, omg it is awesome! i fell it love with it when i heard it the first time! but i sense me getting tired of it real soon if i keep listening to it. but it sure is one song that stays in your head!

okay the blogger page is still freaking screwed and im starting to get tired of tolerating this ugly page every time i blog. ): okay bye.

p.s. the interact make up thing is still bothering me. i feel like shouting and cursing really loudly but the holy month of ramadhan is preventing me from doing that. nevertheless i am still disturbed by it and my soul will NOT be at rest till it's settled. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

global warming

2009-08-22T19:41:00.003+08:00

and then there were 29 more days to go before raya!!! HAHA. okay first day of puasa was tolerable. pretty okay, except that i got cranky towards the end of the day like 5+pm cos i was feeling super lethargic with the lack of glucose!

and somemore just now i had interact at bedok WALAO EH i swear man, bedok is hotter than bishan!!! seriously, i was just standing there and i thought i was in an oven or africa or something. super freaking hot okay. IT WAS CRAZY I WONDERED IF BEDOK IS NEARER TO THE EQUATOR THAN BISHAN IS. -.- i was waiting for jaan at the interchange there then there was this bubble tea shop nearby zzz -_- GLOBAL WARMING SUCKS BIG TIME. i dont care man, tonight after this i going downstairs to buy bubble tea.

okay i have GP homework but i totally dont want to do cos must write AQ okay wtf. i should be exempted from doing AQ cos my name begins with "AQ" HAHAHA. but the compre passage is about americanisation or dunno what then it's super freaking cheem to the max i can't make out what the writer is trying to tell me. i did the compre qns on friday and like when i finished and was browsing through my answers, i realised that EVERY SINGLE question was a "Use you own words" kinda question. WHAT THE FUCK?! so annoying okay, i got so tired of paraphrasing zzz.

okay my youngers sister's saw bring it(snakes on a plane) by cobra on mtv and now they're in love with it. score! how cute! ahahaha but the song got f word and b word at the back HAHAHAHA SHIT IM A BAD SISTA.

OH YAH yesterday i forgot to blog about something that i wanted to blog about. yesterday for pe lesson, mr goh eng chai made my class run to east friggin coast park. WALAO EH. i so long never exercise then suddenly want me run so much. when reach ecp then we played captains ball somemore. then after captains ball must jog back to school. what the hell lah. oh but i must add that captain's ball by the sea was quite fun! something i never done before with any of my classes in the past. haha. good bonding for 09S31 :) except for the running to and fro school part cos i was like way way way at the back okay change topic

so my elder sis got this new laptop. so nice, so new!!! the keyboard quite fun to type though it's quite similar to mine. hahaha. and she was bragging about her volume control thing cos it's touch thing, not old skool buttons or what. haha. then we camwhored on the webcam for a while HAHAHA. and i managed to get some unglam shots of myself hurrah.

and can i just add that weihao is damn qian bian srsly. he is the most ultimate bastard i have known ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

think too much

2009-08-22T00:30:00.005+08:00

Happy Ramadhan!

I THINK TOO MUCH AND THEN I GET SO DAMN CONFUSED UNTIL I DONT WHAT TO THINK OR WHAT IS GOING ON ANYMORE. THEN I GET SO TANGLED UP IN THESE SUCH DEEP THOUGHTS THAT I SLIP INTO A CASE OF DEPRESSION. SO ANNOYING.

i must think less, much less! :[

up the movie!

2009-08-21T22:52:00.004+08:00

With Every Step Together

okay as i was logging in to blogger to blog after a long break, i was wondering why i stayed away for so long. now i remember. cos the blogger format page damn screwed up. haha and it's still sucky but nehmind, i wanna blog today. hopefully i'll see this post through hahaha

anyway yah a lot of things have happened but i got sudden urge to blog lah, i feel like this blog is dying. must do cpr a bit. like i attended my first formal dinner and dance? and other stuff... but yah i suddenly feel like blogging about random insignificant stuff. like how i always talk about small trivial things and leave out major happenings in my life.

TOMORROW BULAN PUASA START WAHAHAHA okay im actually quite scared later i very thirsty how D: so today i was like stuffing myself in school. haha okay i wasnt. but like i was savouring my meal during my break. then they didnt have nasi lemak today okay wtf ): i wanted to eat my classic nasi lemak with tofu and sambal kangkong )): so i had to eat at the other muslim stall which has ~~digusting~~ less nice kangkong. sigh. then on the way home 13 happened to come first so i took that instead of 55. and i planned that this whole month i am going to take 13 home cos it passes by geylang then got all the bazaar stalls and tanjong katong complex... then i felt this strong sense of semangat kemelayuan. quite fun ah. havent felt it since last year raya probably. yeah. Selemat berpuasa people! :D

today morning i had to attend the school annual survey, only selected people kinda thing, those long what they call IQSE surveys where they ask you about your school life. i know a lot of people find this kind of things a waste of time but i actually enjoy them cos it gives me a chance to get a better idea of how i myself feel about school life, about vjc. like some questions can be really thought-provoking or controversial. "I look forward to coming to school." wah i dunno how to answer. but anyway, generally i recall that all my answers this morning where very average. like very very few was a strongly disagree/stongly agree. most were just simple agreeing or disagreeing. compared to the surveys i did in cedar, i remember that i felt more strongly for some of the answers. as in they were probably more "strongly disagree/strongly agree"s and stuff like that. and i can guarantee you my answers today were far more negative. they were still many agrees lah, but compared to cedar...

i watched the movie "Up" earlier tonight! omg best show i watched in a long time! argh disney/pixar doesnt disappoint yet again. the movie was really awesome. maybe cos it's a type of movie that i enjoy. the movie was full of funny, suspense and touching moments. i cried at one part and wanted to at many other parts simply cos the directors and producers and scriptwriters and whatevers did a fantastic job. however i personally felt that they were too many suspense scenes or shocking moments. i was kept at the edge of my seat for far too long. i was hoping for a relaxing comedy with melodramatic scenes but i got scared silly a little too many times cos they kept hanging in the air. i just have to add that the sniper bird thing is A BEAUTIFUL CREATURE and although it is highly unlikely for a marriage as perfect as that to happen in real life, i think ellie and carl are so cute together and CROSS MY HEART! and charles mundz guy is an asshole, who goes around burning people's houses and stealing exotic birds? and it was so sweet of ellie to paste their wedding photo as "stuff she is going to do" and the grape soda pin for assisting the elderly really triggered the waterworks :'(

ok bye

hi august

2009-08-05T23:14:00.001+08:00

HI AUGUST!

s tan tagged quiz

2009-07-30T00:11:00.002+08:00

RULES: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to copy-paste this note, and answer all the questions. At the end, choose 15 people to be tagged - including the person who tagged you.

ABC About You Questions:
A - AVAILABLE: single and ready to mingle~
B - BIRTHDAY: june 9
C - CRUSHING ON: idk man...
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: water. good ol' H2O
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: many people
F - FAVORITE SONG: too many lahz
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: bear? URSA! hahaha who remembers that yuppi ad? "bear, ooh scary, ha-ha-ha!"
H - HOMETOWN: xin jia po
I - IN LOVE WITH: sleep (or rather in need of)
J - JUGGLE: tried before, phail!
K - KILLED SOMEONE: nope
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: to kl? eh idk leh
M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: choc
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 3. plus cat, 4 HEE :)
O - ONE WISH: to have fairy godparents, like timmy turner WHOO~
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: ayesha underwear iskander
R - REASON TO SMILE: happy things!
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: La Roux - BULLETPROOF
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 6am
V - VEGETABLE(S): spinach, sawi(idk engrish call what), lettuce, mushrooms, carrots, tomatoes, potatoes(issit a veg?), and KANGKONG!!!
W - WORST HABIT: slacking when i shouldnt be :O (like now zzz)
X - X-RAYS YOU HAD: 0?
Y – YO-YOS ARE: something i havent played in a long time!
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: geminians own!

RANDOM QUESTIONS ABOUT YOU:
Spell your name without vowels: ql (HAHAHA NICE.)
What color do you wear most?: erm... now, light peach? school uniform colour? hahahaa
What are you listening to?: my heart lub dub lub dub
Are you happy with your life right now?: so-so
What is your favorite class in school?: maths. i get to see my anal mrs teo teehee
When do you start back at school/college?: tmr? hahahaa
Are you outgoing?: sometimes
Favorite pair of shoes?: can slippers?
Where do you wish you were right now?: in bed sleeping

THE CANS:
Can you dance? i can mass dance
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: omg sounds fun i bet i can i wanna try!
Can you whistle?: no :[
Write with both hands?: yah just hold pen and write lah. whether it is legible or not is another question... HAHA
Walk with your toes curled: ouch? but sure why not hehe

THE DO'S:
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: ermmm dunno, havent been there before
Do you believe in miracles?: yes. lottery?
Do you believe in magic?: no
Love at first sight?: maybe
Do you think there's a Satan?: yeah
Do you believe in Santa?: nahhhh
Do you know how to swim?: not really
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: nope

THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: yep!
Have you ever asked someone out?: no
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: no
Have you ever been to the ocean?: the ocean? no. only coastal area.
Have you ever painted your nails?: yah

THE WHATS:
What is the temperature outside?: how i know
What radio station do you listen to?: wild 94.9
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: omg... i cant rmb!
What was the last thing you bought?: food in school today
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: wah cannot rmb (how is this a "what" qn hahaha)

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: probably
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: yeah think so
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: no
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: nah
Do you cry when you get an injury?: depends lah, how serious
Do certain songs make you cry?: cry? not yet. maybe in future. but some songs made me really really sad and emo

HAPPY SECTION.
Are you a happy person?: sometimes
What can make you happy?: many things
Do you wish you were happier?: hell yeah
Can music make you happy?: oh yes!

LOVE SECTION.
How many times have you had your heart broken?: dunno. maybe never?
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: no

LOOK AT ME.
What is your current hair color?: black whooooo~
Current piercings?: one on each ear (third one closed up HAHA yah loserific i know)
Have any tattoos?: nonononono never
Eye color?: black

IN A GIRL/GUY
Favorite eye color: prolly black?
Short or long hair: short
Height: 1.1x of my height. yes got calculations all.
Best clothing: as long as got style can already

HAVE YOU EVER.
Been to jail: no
Mooned someone: wazzat
Thrown up in a store: no hahaha
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: cant rmb leh
Gone skinny dipping: lol no lah. outrage of modesty!

THIS OR THAT.
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi cos lampard was totally advertising it!
McDonald's or Burger King: both nice, i like. but i think burger king got slight edge. who can resist mushrooms, onion rings and a non-gasy barley drink!
Single or Group Dates: single!
Chocolate or Vanilla: choc
Strawberries or Blueberries: should be strawberries
TV or Movie: tv
Guitar or Drums?: both? hehehe
Adidas or Nike: ADIDAS OMGGGGGG NEVER NIKE!!!
Chinese or Mexican: chinese
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: corn flakes
Pie or Cake: both whooo~

lady gaga and keane

2009-07-26T17:20:00.000+08:00

WALAU EH BOTH LADY GAGA AND KEANE AT FORT CANNING PARK AT SAME PRICE OF FOB THAT TIME. BLOODY HELL, I'M GONNA HAVE A HARD TIME PRETENDING I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT IT. maybe i should ask my mum to unsubscribe to mtv... makes things a hell lot easier. O_O

whats with the blogger website ah. quite screwed up, can't adjust my font settings...

3am O_O

2009-07-26T02:54:00.001+08:00

Highs And Lows

i dont really know what the fuck i'm doing online at 3am when i am so damn tired... will blog again when i feel like it.

mrs cheng pms

2009-07-22T21:43:00.003+08:00

Asshole Daidee

okay something i HAVE to rant about: mrs cheng pms-ing in bio. DAMN WTF LAH she got the right to get mad at us for not doing tutorial lah, and i admit i feel a bit guilty for always not doing also, BUT CMON MAN, i cant stand it when all teachers think that we only take their subject and got no other stuff to do when we reach home everyday AHEM*PW*AHEM. and secondly, she sometimes makes it so obvious that she's being angry. okay i dunno how to say but sometimes she tries too hard to show the angry face and it is so annoying okay!!!

walao eh, PW.

OH OH what the hell, today louis and xh told me that whenever they see my face they think of WR. T_T THAT IS TERRIBLE. damn wtf lah
:(
:(
:(

oh man my dad came home and "stole" the laptop away from me and now i have to use the desktop which totally sucks cos it's so lag and i cant even sign in to msn FUCK!!! grr. mama please get me my own laptop PLEASE PLEASE i dont wanna share with him anymore wtf.

band's fun when you play the entire alvamar. slow part so boring, but still nice nonetheless, you peeps at 25th anniversary dinner better be blown away, esp you nathan. HAHAHA.

eom, mcs tarian HAHA

2009-07-20T17:37:00.004+08:00

Black Dress

hello hello, i am home! haha i like being at home in the afternoon (okay fine it's like almost 6 already but wtv) cos i can do useful stuff like revise my work or like do my homework. BUT THEN jc life is a bitch because there's this thing called pw and it just sucks the life out of you. i have to chiong eom tonight, and also work on wr :( this really sucks. i shall stop talking about pw. so depressing.

just now i stayed in school to do bio spa practice ALONE. so emo okay. finish class at two then went to find mrs cheng at the bio lab, where another class was in the middle of their practical. so i had "company"(mostly strangers mah, so not really company also -.-) for half of the practical, then second half i was the only person in the whole lab while mrs cheng sat in front there doing her stuff. so paiseh lah, have to waste her time sitting there just to wait for only me. and like she kept observing me and for the first part i was pretty lost cos still trying to figure out what the heck was going on then i felt so self-conscious cos she stare until like that O_O somemore with the hate-love relationship i share with her... woodlands checkpoint HAHAHA. actually she is nice lah, but a bit weird. oh wells we'll see how CHU-morrow... LOL.

yah so after the bio prac i was walking away from the lab when i ran into rasyiqah who had soccer later on and she and nadzirah dragged me to the tarian practice wah damn funny, this is the first time i actuall met and talked to the malay teachers. first time they acknowledge me as malay. O_O still dunno what that cikgu's name is though... lol they were asking me to join malay dance for national day performance HAHAHA WHAT A JOKE, NOT GONNA HAPPEN. hahaha.

then on the way out i ran into cat who was gonna meet tan! wah rhd tomorrow and nobody in my class gives a damn. power.

and assembly tomorrow, first time in 500000 years!!! hahahaha i dont really like large crowds of people but omg i miss the national anthem HAHA when was the last time i sang the school song omg! in cedar, the school song played EVERY DAY wtf...

i am going to miss pw tomorrow and for some reason i am bummed that i will be missing it because our group got 3 band members and hence since band people got early dismissal, we cannot have discussion during pw cos pw is a good time for discussion considering everybody's busy schedules. bah humbug. okay nvm i am talking about pw again STOP STOP STOP~

dewberry is the sex

i shall stop buying subway cookies cos they are horrifyingly fattening!!!

all-american rejects rock! hahahaha cos i hear them on mtv playing outside. okay whatever i shall stop rambling bye

pw is evil

2009-07-19T23:12:00.003+08:00

Sunday Night Syndrome

& i am pissed with people but for oh-so-wrong reasons, i ought to be shot dead
& i am feeling the anti-social bout again, i think it comes every sunday night cos next day have to return school. i just wanna stay home and do nothing. i havent done that in a long while.
& it's so annoying sometimes when bishan cc study room is so crowded D:
& sometimes my cat gives the cutest faces i feel like squishing it to death!!!!!!
& pw = evil
& omg i dont wanna go school tomorrow. the only thing i look forward to is the morning bus ride. okay maybe i should take bus to school then dont get off at the sch bus stop then just let the bus loop me back to bishan

eom article at nlb

2009-07-16T21:57:00.002+08:00

Nightingale

& omg am i tired!!! and hungry cos it's almost 10 and i havent eaten dinner and my brunch was like 9.30 this morning HAHAH. my stomach has been growling since afternoon omggggg!!!
& pw makes me wanna keeeel myself. like i went national library today and spent the whole afternoon and half my night there trying to find an article!!! searched book after book and it was so difficult omg i wanted to jump down from the seventh floor!!!! okay nvm it's over, i'm back home now in my beloved room and i have an article to work on so i shall stop complaining.
& when taking bio actually is a disadvantage for you :'(
& nobody lives forever right? i can't be sad. let's all not be sad.
& :'((((
& i actually started this blogpost being in a good mood and i wanted to blog happy stuff but i paused halfway for dinner then i came back with a completely different mood.
& i will be ponning gp lesson tmr.
& jaan you better copy down everything for me tmr in gp lesson. please and thankyou!!!
& i'm feeling so distraught i think i'm just gonna off the comp and sleep, it's what i really need O_O

ok this blog post is so shitty and messy and polar. wtf.

:(

2009-07-14T00:32:00.000+08:00

anti-social, don't wanna go school

2009-07-13T23:29:00.002+08:00

Took A Pencil And Erased My Happy Ending

& me oh my! looking at ova concert photos brings back so many memories! if only we could relive it all over again. i wouldn't change A THING about it! :')
& yesterday i was feeling this unusually STRONG bout of anti-socialness. like i totally didnt wanna go school. that's cause i didnt feel like seeing anyone. like just didnt feel like interacting with people in general. not avoiding anyone in particular, just that i wanna stay at home and SLEEP or watch tv or read or something.
& believe it or not i miss the exam week, when we will go home everyday after paper and study and i'll go to bishan cc study room and join the few vjc-ians who are already there (weird though, what are vjc-ians doing at BISHAN CC!!!). the only thing on our minds then were the papers on the following day, so the previous day we will just study and chiong whatever we can cram into our heads. now that the mids are over, life resumes. school life must continue from where it left off from week 1 and omg i can't believe how much i'm dreading that to happen!
& i'm supposed to be doing gp homework lah wtf.
& it feels like subway cookies are all that are keeping me awake. hahaha.
& my life lacks happiness seriously. i totally lost it.

first lines

2009-06-28T03:51:00.016+08:00

Hope Dangles On A String

OMGOMG okay i really wanted to go sleep soon already but then i saw this awesome awesome note khairiah posted on fb and I JUST HAVE TO DO IT, it seems fun. i know not many people read my blog, but i'm gonna do it anyway. maybe like 10 years down the road i'll read it and do it myself. HAHA

Step 1: Put your music player on shuffle. Hit the shuffle button. Do not pick and choose!
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 50 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.
Step 3: TAG PEOPLE! You music lovers were chosen for a reason!
Step 4: Strike through the songs when someone guesses both artist and track correctly.
Step 5: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING!
Step 6: If you like the game post your own! Anyone who sees this can try too!

*Non-first lines are asterisked because title's in the first line.

~~1. I can almost see it, that dream I'm dreaming~~
2. You oughta know, tonight is the night to let it go
~~3. Guess who? Did you miss me? Jessica Simpson, sing the chorus!~~
4. She's so sexy, so cool. She's the baddest girl I've seen
5. There's a wild wind blowing, down the corner of my street
6. I feel so unsure as I take your hand and lead you to the dance floor
~~7. Best thing 'bout tonight's that we're not fighting~~
8. There's a hole in your logic
~~9. Hello there, the angel from my nightmare~~
~~10. I dance around this empty house~~
~~11. Soft kiss and wine, what a pretty friend of mine~~
~~12. All around me are familiar faces~~
~~13. I got a lot to say to you, yeah I got a lot to say~~
~~14. They say that kid he's got -~~
15. It never crossed my mind at all
~~16. That party last night was awfully crazy I wish we taped it~~
~~17. Sora ni kagayaku yo kirari (JAPANESE HAHAHA GOOD LUCK AH)~~
~~18. I'm holding on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground~~
~~20. I never needed you to be strong~~
21. These days, you barely even say my name
~~22. Remember those walls I built, well baby they're tumbling down~~
~~23. They're gonna clean up your looks~~
~~24. I heard you on the wireless back in Fifty Two~~
25. Watching the people get lairy, it's not very pretty i tell thee
~~26. Let it go, there's no way you can save it now~~
~~27. You are my fire, the one desire~~
~~28. I saw you with your new girl just yesterday~~
29. Comparisons are easily done once you've had a taste of perfection
~~30. *All your favourite TV shows have gone out the window~~
~~31. Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go~~
~~32. I like girls, they like me, they look so good in their seven jeans~~
~~33. I drift, I burn, I fly, when you sing lullabies~~
34. Baby I knew at once that you were meant for me
~~35. Show me how to lie, you're getting better all the time~~
~~36. For about four years, I've hated this town~~
~~37. I can't stand to fly, I'm not that naive~~
~~38. *I'll keep tossing rocks at your window~~
~~39. Come on boy, I've been waiting for somebody to pick up my stroll~~
~~40. Grew up in a small town, and when the rain would fall down~~
~~41. If I had my own world, I'd fill it with wealth and desire~~
42. You were a child crawling on your knees toward it
~~43. Times are strange~~
~~44. I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing~~
~~45. You could have knocked me out with a feather~~
46. I've had enough of this parade
~~47. You're a falling star, you're the get away car~~
~~48. I'll take you home if you don't leave me at the front door~~
~~49. Hope dangles on a string~~
~~50. You light the skies up above me~~

TRY GUESSING, LEAVE ME A TAG. SEE YA MISS YA LUV YA bye

transformers 2

2009-06-28T03:27:00.005+08:00

I've Had a Little Bit Too Much, Much

& i am supposed to be studying but here i am woohoo.
& TRANSFORMERS 2, great movie! full of action-packed scenes of great battles between robots. my fave battle was the one where bumblebee saved sam and his parents from the decepticons in the desert place thing. some of the lines in the movie i really liked, like the conversation between sam and mikaela in the sunset before he leaves for college. i wasnt happy with one or two things that happened in the movie but then like they always say, when you have nothing nice to say, don't say anything. (:
& i miss my eyecandy whom i see on the bus every morning. with that, school PLEASE FASTER START HAHA
& Welcome to B's hideout! LOL great blog eh!
& hi lou, you're at the airport overnighting and mugging, hope you have a great time reading up meiosis. part of why i am staying up is you! be honoured (: maybe after this i should study too, for the sake of "different places but hearts (or rather minds) as one" HAHA.
& my body clock is DAMN FUCKED omg. i slept at 6.30 am yesterday and woke up at 2.30pm this afternoon and then now is already 3.30 am and I HAVE NO IDEA HOW I AM GOING TO FACE SCHOOL LIFE ON MONDAY, it seems so foreign to me. it's as if waking up before noon has never happend to me before wtf.
& i never want to go to east coast park again, for it brings back too many memories which i cannot handle
& my mum will kill me if she finds out i'm up this late on the comp when she told me to "sleep early" a few hours ago.
& adam lambert owns kris allen anyday!!!

fears

2009-06-28T03:12:00.004+08:00

With Every Breath It's Harder To Believe

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 11-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are full of crap. (LOL)

~~Tag 10 of your friends and find out whether or not they suffer paranoia.~~

I fear ...
[ ] black people
[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[x] being a parent
[x] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants

total so far: 2

[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[x] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[x] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow

total so far: 5

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed/mugged
[x] falling (talk about slippery floors!!! D:)
[ ] clowns
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[x] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors
[ ] tornadoes

total so far: 9

[x] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[x] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th (i love Friday the 13ths!)
[ ] ghosts (-.- lame)
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up, old

total so far: 14

[x] creepy noises in the night (those darn cockroaches!!! >:/)
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood

total: 15

HAHA i'm a scaredy cat MEOW

phone quiz

2009-06-22T00:32:00.002+08:00

Shut Up And Put Your Money Where Your Mouth Is

What's your ring tone?
Silent Mode HAHA plight of a school girl. EH BUT IT'S THE HOLIDAYS NOW ISN'T IT. damn i'm slow

Who's the 1st person that comes up under M
Madeline

Who's the last person you called?
My elder sis

Who was your last missed call from?
Niroshelleni

Who's the 1st person who comes up under C?
Carolyn

Who's your speed dial number 2?
no speed dial

What does 3rd text in ur inbox say?
Mindi says: Ahhhhhh my msn disappeared after i log in sorry sorry hold on

Who was your last received call from?
Niroshelleni

What does your 5th inbox text say?

Mindi says: Oh fuck i totally forgot oh my fuck i am so damn sorry shit ahhhh

How many messages are currently in your in box?
678

What is the wallpaper?
uhh... samurais? HAHAHA i dunno

Since buying your phone, how many messages have you sent all together?
goodness knows, stupid nokia no sms counter D:

Who is the 7th message from in your in box?
Vanessa 09S31

Who's the 1st person who comes up under B?
dunno

How many bars of signal do you currently have?
8

What network are you on?
Starhub

Name every person you have text messages from in box?
too many to list lah! haha

What is the 20th text in your phone?
idividual for the border [this niro lah. individual also dunno how to spell]

Who is the first person in your contacts?
Abigail. damn jialat. always kena a lot of missed call from me HAHA

Who is the last name in your contacts?
Zisang! :)

What does the bottom text in your inbox say?
Oh congratz babe! :D

What is your screen saver?
Date and time

What is Your balance?
lame

Who is the last person under H?
Hui Zhen! :)

What is your bluetooth name?
aqiLAMPARD

How many numbers are in your phone?
dunno O_O

Could you live without it?
probably not

What is the 3rd picture on your phone?
2003/02894 and subway and june. HAHA

toothpick holder

2009-06-16T22:58:00.003+08:00

Give Me A Reason

i wanted to throw this thing away but i read what they said on the box and just NEEDED to share this with the world. it's a toothpick holder. very simple thing which you open up to get toothpicks.

"This toothpick bottle modelling clever lovable, easy to operate, health.Good for both young and old, is your home first choice good companion.

Using Method:
When the attire puts the toothpick, please turn on the bottle cap, loads the toothpick, again covers the bottle cap, then uses. When use only must lift the toothpick bottle cap gently, may take out the toothpick. After the use, please cover the bottle cap, guarantees the toothpick cleanly, the health."

i burst out laughing omg HAHAHAHA SERIOUSLY, WHAT THE F-??!!!

inbox SPAM

2009-06-13T02:35:00.001+08:00

what facebook does to your inbox. crazy. I LIKE :D

another survey

2009-06-12T16:52:00.005+08:00

Yet Another One (:

Are you awesome?
sometimes

Do you like nachos?
yes extra cheese pleaseeeee

Do you know a person named Ashley?
no, but ashes have HAHAHA

Do you have blog?
no HAHAHHAA

What's your favorite food?
seafood? cheese? mushrooms? bread? pizza? chocolate? pasta? fruits? :D

Puppies, kittens, or pot-bellied pigs?
kittens without a doubt hahaa

Do you forward those irritating chain e-mails?
never!

Do you have any stickers?
yeah used to be my childhood hobby to collect! :D

Does your mom have the same color hair as you?
ummm not quite cos she dyed it haha

How many times a day do you go to facebook?
once but i never go away once im there O_O

When was the last time you had a staring contest?
LONGGGGG time ago

When was the last time you fell asleep with the TV on?
YESTERDAY

Has anyone kissed you today?
yeah, my cat

Do you believe in love at first sight?
hmmmmm maybe

Are vampires real?
no but werewolves totally are!!!

What do you think of the Jonas Brothers?
great to laugh at MUAHAHA

Do you think you're a communist?
wth no

Are you annoyed with Jon and Kate?
who the heck

What's your favorite movie?
no fave movie, but stardust, dark knight, transformers, shutter and some others were really awesome

Did you see the new night at the museum movie?
you mean kahmunrah? FUCK YES HAHAHAHAHA. fugging hilarious, glad i watched it! :D

Have you ever laughed at someone you shouldn't have?
duh yes. anyone who embarasses themselves in public, or those who involve themselves in street fights, drunken nights and sleepyhead moments on buses wahahaha

Are you in love?
no

Do people tell you, you look like a famous person?
hmmm famous, not so, but people tell me i look like quite a number of Disney characters! they say i look like pocchahontas and lilo, and with specs i look like wall-e. hurrr.

What sport's do you watch on TV?
I DON'T WATCH SOCCER.

Can you dance?
hell no

Have you heard Daughtry's song No Suprise?
i think i heard it once... okay shall go listen now! havent heard daughtry in a long time!

What is the most annoying music video?
hmmmm dont really have any outstanding ones... or maybe i just cant recall now. haha

Who broke your heart the most?
no one really...

Are you doing this because you're bored?
ummmm ahahhaha.

Do you ever watch Good Morning America?
im not american

Do you ever watch the Today Show?
still not american

What TV show should everyone watch?
i like Friends, and Ghost Whisperer and Survivor and Whose Line Is It Anyway and Price is Right and Ninja Warrior and Distraction and Hey Arnold! but that doesnt mean everyone should watch them hahahha

How often do you go on a date night?
what?

What would you wear on a date out with someone you really cared about?
nothing HAHA KIDDING I DUNNO WHAT A DUMB QUESTION OMG

Have you ever been on a blind date?
no my eyesights been pretty good

In winter, would you rather wear jackets or hoodies?
both are fine

Would you ever get a tattoo?
nahhh

Has anyone lately told you that they will always be there for you?
sure

Do you think relationships are even worth it?
prolly

How old will you be in 3 birthdays?
20 O_O so old!

How old is your significant other?
dont have one

If the last person you kissed saw you kissing someone else right now do you think they would be mad?
nah my cat loves me no matter what

Your walking down the street with your love, where are you going?
somewhere probably

Did you have a good birthday this year?
yeahxzxz!!!

Who do you not get along with?
certain kinds of people. either personality clash or they did me wrong before or i just dont like their face HAHAHAHA

What are you excited about?
currently, nssn which is like SO DAMN FAR AWAY OMG

Have you ever been hit by the opposite sex?
O_O yes

What's the last thing you laughed really hard over?
umar wearing a hairband? that was pretty hilarious HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

Did you have any unread text messages this morning when u woke up?
yeah

How many cell phones have you had in your life?
cant rmb, but i know this is my third hp number

Did you date anyone this summer?
singapore got no summer. no wait, singapore is ALWAYS summer

What time did you wake up this morning?
about 10.20am

Have your parents ever caught you drinking?
no i dont drink, wanna catch also cannot

Last thing someone bought for you?
haha shall not mention here

If you married the last person you called or texted, what would your last name be?
same cos i called my sis WAH INCEST

When did you cry last?
hmmmm quite some time ago surprisingly. but that doesnt mean i havent had my downs lately.

What are you wearing?
clothes

You get arrested, what for?
speeding?

You can take one friend on vacation with you, who?
my sister/mum so they can buy me things muahahhaha

Are you scared of sharks?
never really encountered them, but sure why not

Would you go a month without cursing?
haha no

How do you know the person who sent you this survey?
i anyhow kope from facebook one. but yeah i know facebook very well hahahahha

Someone asks you on a date, where do you wanna go?
hmmm anywhere is fine, but cannot too budget, must high class a bit.

Do you know anyone who's name starts with a z?
sure, zechariah? HHAHAA

What are you doing this coming week?
urban hike!!!

When is the next time you will hug someone?
HOW I KNOW but if i were to predict, prolly on monday when i see niro again.

If you could move somewhere else, would you?
for about two years, yes. TO THE EAST PLEASE THANK YOU

How many true friends do you have?
a few (:

What is something you really want right now?
tangible or intangible? i want a lot of things one.

Do you like the person who sent you this survey?
no facebook sucks the life out of you

Are you a forgiving person?
hmmmm maybe?

Do you get butterflies around the person you like?
butterflies i dunno, but being self-conscious is definite

Name one person that is the most like you.
many people are like me, but in different ways. mostly all my closer friends. i guess it's easier to click with people like you. "People like people like themselves."

Have you ever thought you were going to marry someone?
?_? no?

Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
no

Last person to make you smile?
cant rmb

Do you miss anyone?
ummm sure

Are you sarcastic?
lemme check with my agent first yeah

Can you recall the last time you sincerely liked someone alot?
im not sure

Are you a bad influence?
hmmm maybe to some people

Is there anyone you want to come see you?
not really. being alone at home feels damn good, dont disturb my serenity!!

What time did you wake up this morning?
11am

Does anyone hate you?
i wouldnt know now, would i?

What is something your friends make fun of you for?
hmmmm currently nothing. we make fun of jaan and ganesh though HAHAHAHA

What is your favorite color?
blue, purple, yellow, all depends on my mood

In one word describe yourself.
-

random fb quiz

2009-06-12T16:23:00.002+08:00

Random Quiz for the Bored

What is on your desktop wallpaper?
a beautiful picture of the northern lights. funny how just a while ago i was considering changing it cos damn sian of it already hahaha

What is your favorite zoo animal?
ummm the lions are nice to visit. majestic and magnificent :D

What was your favorite toy as a child?
macdonald happy meal giveaways lol

What food do you eat too much of?
peanuts HAHA. mostly junk food D:

What kind of hairstyle do you have?
black long straight

What was your favorite activity in gym class?
gym class meaning pe? mostly the games lah, but touch rug was quite -.- i blame the pe teacher zzz

What is on the shirt you are wearing right now?
haha :)

What is the picture nearest to you of?
on my cupboard behind me is a whole bunch of old photos of my beloved friends, such as a gang photo, a sec 4C photo, a pic of me and zisang, a pic of me and bernice, and a pic of the DARK KNIGHT *WINKS*

What kind of salad dressing do you like?
-.-

Whats your least favorite food?
hmmmm bitter food?

What do you do on a Sunday night?
during season, watch epl :D off season, hmmm online lor

If you could only use one condiment on your food for the rest of your life, what would it be?
wtf some of these questions pretty dumb ah

What color are your sheets?
light blue and green. quite ugly haha

How big is your computer display?
dunno

What pair of shoes do you wear most often?
slippers :D

What is your favorite game?
too many to choose a fave.

What is your favorite Thanksgiving food?
dont celebrate

What is your favorite pizza topping?
CHEESE? HAHAHA

What time do you plan on waking up tomorrow?
pretty early, have to go for urban hike. must report in school first at 9.30am WTFFFF

What is your favorite day of the year?
ummmm... i like many days (:

shocking news

2009-06-03T00:52:00.002+08:00

When You Wish Upon A Star

& i just tried to log in to the vjc gmail account and typed in aqila.aziz.alkaff.2099 and burst out laughing to myself HAHAHAHA.
& today is somebody's birthday OOOHHHHH~ HAHA
& today i found out some stuff about something which totally shocked me ("are you shock?" LOL CHANG SIANG WEN) the source was pretty unreliable but it was really rather cool news. therefore i am in a confused state right, and refuse to believe anything till i clarify with somebody. but omg, if it were true, everything i told people previously are all wrong :O omg just thinking about it makes me crazy
& ova concert this sat! YEAH so exciting, my first time performing at the esplanade woohoo! i have an exclusive pass, do you? TEEHEE. let's meet up earlier on friday for section lunch yeah!
& i miss the j2 band seniors already. i feel that the section wasnt full strength today even though all six of us were present. no sean, no gabriel, no junzhe, no yixiang, no sharmaine, no alexa! omg it's getting to me! i mean, just now dr goh asked for tuner and there was no sean to give him one. damn sad!
& i woke up at 3pm today, i feel the holiday vibes arising! and i didnt do any studying today. if not now, i dunno when. this week packed with concert preparation, next week with jts, followed by urban hike etc. last two weeks maybe :/
& i'll be going to the esplanade everyday for four days. awesome or what. i should get a "esplanade regular" badge or a medal to put up on facebook. niro's concert tmr, then three days concert preparation. ALL THE BEST VJCSB!
& i wish i wish with all my heart, to fly with dragons in a land apart
& MUG MUG MUG

night at the museum 2 LOL

2009-06-01T23:12:00.005+08:00

Life In Techinicolour 2

& the holidays are bringing out the movie junkie in me! which is so not good cuz i'm supposed to be mugging for the mids! i just watched night at the museum 2 today and angels and demons last week and i havent watched a disney movie on disney channel for so long!!! and priyanka still owes me a tim burton marathon and her ipod diary entries ooh~
& night at the museum 2, omg freaking hilarious. conclusion: kahmunrah owns BIG TIME BABEH. omg HAHAHA HAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHA AHAHHAHHAAJAJAJAHAHAHA
& night band pracs sound exciting, I LIKE. hope something interesting happens! *winks*
& IT'S JUNE!!!!!! MY FAVE MONTH OF THE YEAR WOOTS
& the circle line damn nice!! YAY SMRT!
& msn is evil, EVIL I TELL YOU!
& actually ah, i got a lot of things to blog about one but then so many things happening at the same time then everything forget liaoxz. till next time (:

majestia over

2009-05-24T02:03:00.001+08:00

majestia is over.

was fun, but i'm so fucking pissed.

1/4 intensive band pracs

2009-05-20T00:36:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow Is The First Day Of The Rest Of Your Life

& i've heard a lot of bad things about you. A LOT. i really wish the rumours are all not true, though you arent doing much to prove them wrong. i'm only waiting to get to know you better so that i can finally see you for you really are and not judge you by what i hear from other people. as it is, i'm not entirely believing what i hear. so please dont let me down ):
& i slept in two lectures today omg D:
& gpp yay (:
& its wednesday tomorrow!!!!!!!!! HAHA WOOTS
& first out of four intensive band pracs done, three to go. reached home at about 11. tiring, but how exciting. windscapes sounds reeeeeeaaallllyyyyy good :D
& i dont bring my gc to school. is that normal? am i the only one that finds it too heavy?
& i am very angry with _____. it makes me so depressed whenever i think about _____. like wahlao barely two weeks and poof, its gone. wah makes me super pekcek. makes we wanna go down and tell them off ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
& hi.
& majestia this sat HAHA SO EXCITING YAY YAY YAY (: (: (:

met up with em to give majestia tix

2009-05-15T21:55:00.004+08:00

She Said Let's Change Our Luck

& it sucks when you have to talk to people you dont like. things still have to get done no matter what. best to get past our differences to make things happen. so i open a new text message and type what i needa say then add recipient and scroll to the person's name and as i do that i narrow my eyes, and with so much dislike i press on the name and send the message with an evil intention and a black heart, whereas the person on the receiving end sees none of this and is distracted by the occasional (fake) "(:". boon of technology or societal degradation?
& project life 6 briefing on sunday, whole day affair, sure to be draining which means no gp essay to be produced for prolly another week. i wish me all the best :$
& "koreans are giving the japanese a run for their money" HOW TRUE!
& i need to go watch a movie soon. reeeeeaaaaaaal soon. XMEN!!!!!!!!! D:
& met up with emily just now to pass her majestia tix, omg i feel so jealous seeing her wear the awesome cedar uniform, how i wish i was still wearing that. we should make every wednesday sec sch uniform day or something. hahhahaha that's new.
& it sucks to see that you prefer them to us, though i cant blame you for feeling that way. but it's not very encouraging to hear that you do not like us as much as you liked them. even though you dont say it directly, i can sense you prefer them to us. call me selfish, call me a bitch, but it hurts to see you so happy seeing them :/ reason number 90075646 to hate _______. >:[

insomnia ah-ah-ah

2009-05-14T23:55:00.004+08:00

Unproductivity Levels Alarmingly High

i've been sleeping at like 2 to 3am past few nights doing God-knows-what. tuesday night was major emo session, due to reasons that do not even belong to me, and wednesday night was just plain facebook. dayumn i need to prioritise real badly. still have a lot of undone overdue homework not to mention PW >:/

Insomnia - Craig David. BEST

it's a fucking torture having to live with you, you're not even nearly fit to deserve my respect. period.

100 qns

2009-05-13T00:28:00.007+08:00

Toilet Trips And Canteen Tables

i cant believe im doing this at 1am on a school night

20 WHAT'S:

[1] What hair color would you like to have?
happy with black

[2] What is your middle name?
aziz? HAHAHA

[3] What is your current relationship status?
single and ready to mingle! teehee

[4] What makes you happy?
the random little things

[5] What is your current mood?
slightly emo, but mostly stoned

[6] What color underwear are you wearing?
black teehee

[7] What is your eye colour?
black

[8] What song is stuck in your head?
Kiss Me Thru The Phone - Soulja Boy HAHHA WTF LAH!!!!

[9] What are you eating/drinking at the moment?
nothingxz

[10] What color are your bed sheets?
predominantly blue

[11] What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?
5646 call me *winks*

[12] What is the most important part of your life?
i wish i could say family but a bit not possible with jc life D: i''ll have to say school/friends

[13] What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?
happy things duh

[14] What should you be doing?
SLEEP/GP ESSAY/GEOG ASSIGNMENT/MATHS/BIO/CHEM TUTORIAL AIYAH ANYTHING BUT THIS. SHOOT ME

[15] What is the wallpaper on your cell phone?
a picture of a brain. and the words "USE IT" (:

[16] What were you doing at 8 a.m. this morning?
taking temperature in v45

[17] What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
editing this shit long quiz ah.

[18] What is the best ice cream flavor?
nothing but chocolate

[19] What are you wearing right now?
clothes

[20] What is your birthstone?
who cares

FIVE WHERE’S:

[21] Where is your profile picture taken?
in facebook you mean? trcc. a sucky yet memory-filled hall

[22] Where are you right now?
at home in mah room

[23] Where is your favorite vacation spot?
i really love japan (:

[24] Where is one place you want to visit before you die?
stamford bridge without a doubt

[25] Where were you born?
kk hospital yahoo~

THIRTY DO’S:

[26] Do you act differently around your crush?
a totally different person?

[27] Do you speak any other language?
besides english? sure this is singapore not china HAHAHA

[28] Do you still watch kiddy tv shows?
yes spongebob, backyardigans, dragon tales~

[29] Do you like to travel by plane?
sure why not, damn fun what!

[30] Do you know the muffin man?
who the heck

[31] Do you hate anyone right now?
yes, but safe level of hatred, still in yellow zone

[32] Do you ever wish you were someone else?
ummm for a day maybe yes

[33] Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
dont even know if i "fell hardest for" anybody hmmmm

[34] Do you celebrate your half birthday?
christmas?! HAHAHA

[35] Do you think you are a good person?
define good

[36] Do you have a tan line?
no im not a sun person

[37] Do you eat healthy?
most of the time. it's always great to indulge sometimes (:

[38] Do you like someone right now?
yeah :S

[39] Do you have a dog?
duh no

[40] Do you have plans tonight?
what tonight 1am already, tmr got school -.-

[41] Do you have any friends on facebook that you actually hate?
not very sure

[42] Do you miss your past?
of my recent past, CEDAR! and my childhood days in my old house.

[43] Do you want children?
depends on my husband. but yes. :)

[44] Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru?
anything ah but eat there more fun. can people-watch :D

[45] Do you try to blend in with the crowd, or prefer to stand out?
ummm depends when and where and who

[46] Do you have any old calendars in your room?
erm no calendars at all haha

[47] Do you miss anyone?
HELL YEAH :')

[48] Do you play an instrument?
clarinet? hahahahahaha

[49] Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot?
yeah (:

[50] Do you like the snow?
never experienced

[51] Do you need to pee?
not at the moment

[52] Do you believe ex's can be friends?
sure why not

[53] Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk?
i like both!

[54] Do you get nervous in front of crowds?
usually

[55] Do you get good grades?
not recently D:

FIVE IF’S:

[56] If you must be an animal for one day, what would you be?
dunno dont really care

[57] If you could have one superpower what would it be?
hmmmm read other people's minds oooohh

[58] If you could cheat on a test, would you?
probably not. depends on the circumstances. (:

[59] If you could have one wish, what would it be for?
to have unlimited number of wishes teehee (:

[60] If you could go back in time and change the past, would you?
ummmm i would, but then i wouldnt know how to change it so i think i'll pass. does it really matter anyway?

TEN HAVE’S:

[61] Have you ever had a near death experience?
dont think so.

[62] Have you ever fired a gun?
nawwww

[63] Have you ever had your heart broken?
probably, though not majorly

[64] Have you ever been out of the country?
haha lemme think. er YES

[65] Have you ever done something outrageously dumb.
sure

[66] Have you felt sad in the past week?
HELL YEAH :/

[67] Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?
probably. life sucks hahaha

[68] Have you ever dated someone younger than you?
gah no

[69] Have you ever completely flunked a test?
yup. 0 for chem test YAY

[70] Have you ever gotten a detention?
no

FIFTEEN MISCELLANEOUS:

[71] Why did you get a facebook?
why not.

[72] Why did your parents give you the name you have?
no idea.

[73] Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
TSK NO

[74] Are you any good at math?
i like maths. whether i'm actually good at it is another question

[75] Name someone with the same birthday as you?
JOHNNY DEPP WAHAHAHA. yi xiang! hao yee! michael j fox? HAHA

[76] Name someone who made you smile today?
many many i smile a lot

[77] Name something you don’t leave the house without?
clothes on HAHA

[78] Name the person that you have been friends with the longest?
my sister

[79] Is anyone jealous of you?
i wouldnt know

[80] Does the future scare you?
hmmmm not so much

[81] Does your crush like you back?
i wish

[82] How did you get one of your scars?
rolled down a flight of stairs BEST

[83] Are you a morning person or a night person?
NIGHT, DEFINITELY 100% GUARANTEE PLUS CHOP

[84] Is your phone close to you?
right here

[85] Can you curl your tongue?
yep heredity FTW

FIFTEEN: THE LAST…:
[86] Movie you watched?
in the cinema? slumdog NO LIFE I KNOW

[87] Person you hugged?
hannah lee gives the best hugs in the world

[88] Person you talked to on the phone?
uh cant rmb

[89] Person you texted?
thomas i think?

[90] Person you kissed?
my cat yahoo

[91] Person you sent a comment/message on facebook?
leon? not sure

[92] Song you listened to?
ummmmm cant rmb

[93] Time you cried?
cant rmb

[94] Time you were on a plane?
japan dec 08! woots

[95] Place you went out to eat?
airport

[96] Person who worried about you?
dunno

[97] Time you were told you were beautiful/handsome/good looking?
i tell that to myself every morning in the mirror HAHA JOKING.

[98] Time you were sick?
last last week wah crazy stomach flu

[99] Thing you drank?
water

[100] Thing you ate?
mushroom

as you can see from my half past six answers, i'm super ZZZ-ed right now. goodness knows why but whatever. i totally should be catching some sleep. i'm damn sleepy but for some reason i am feeling super shitty and dont give a damn about anything anymore. like got GP essay still havent do. awesome or what.

on a brighter note, yay secretary/treasurer! :]

syf tmr!!!!!!

2009-05-06T22:01:00.002+08:00

Witness Total Pwnage Tmr At The TRCC

AH MY FUCK. i'm sorry but i am feeling super crazy right now. i went online and BAM BAM BAM SO MANY CONVOS BUGGING ME ABOUT SO MANY FUCKING THINGS I CANT TAKE IT. i mean, i dont hate my friends, they're not at fault. not at all. but so many things are happening now. like louis and xuanhao asked me about pw (MUST HAND IN THE FUCKING GPP TMR AND WE'RE NOT DONE) then tmr three of us not going to school and mindi will be left alone to face ms ng with no gpp to hand in and mindi been so stressed already with what happened yesterday and louis and i were talking about syf as well and then jaan asked me about geog which i totally forgot about until now. all this things i just dont/cant give a damn about anymore because DUH MY SYF IS TMR, i'm playing for vjcsb. (:

SO IM TAKING A BREAK FROM LIFE, JUST BECAUSE I AM GIVING MY WHOLE SELF TO VJ BAND RIGHT NOW. nothing is going to stop me from giving nothing less than my best tomorrow. i'll try not to say all those mushy mushy stuff cos i think we've heard enough from gabriel and gillian and mr wong and whoever whoever just now who all btw, couldnt have said it better. i just wish us all the best. i seriously honestly do believe that we are capable of doing it. just walk in there with confidence and everything else will fall into place. (the gwh will fall onto our laps YEAH YEAH YEAH) YUP I'M KEEPING MY SPIRITS HIGH BUT NOT TOO HIGH LATER CANNOT SLEEP HAHA. it's gonna be an exciting day tmr. we'll blow everyone away at trcc (which btw is a stupid stupid venue for syf sorry leila HAHA) because we are fawesome musicians with an imagination that will paint an imba picture of the windscapes woohoo~ the high level of abstractness in our piece will be too WHOA for anyone to comprehend. I LIKE. :) HAHA YEAH I CAN CONTINUE TALKING ABOUT THIS FOREVER AND EVER AND KEEP ENCOURAGING/BRACING MYSELF FOR TMR but i need to go and sleep because it is pass my bedtime D: YUP I AM FRIGGIN EXCITED, BUT I MUST KEEP MY COMPOSURE. in all excitement to grab that gwh, let's keep in mind all the technical stuff and not go off tempo tmr or something. i mean excited is excited, but music is still music. let's rmb everything right down to the last note and let's watch dr goh with such immense concentration that our eyeballs almost pop out (HAHA OK GROSS HAHAHA) and our eyebrows go so high, higher than ever before. YEAH OMG SO EXCITING HAHAHAHA LET'S TOTALLY PWN THE REST TMR YEAH!

tuesday is over

2009-05-05T23:24:00.004+08:00

You Are Who You Are When Nobody Is Watching

EH HI BLOG LONG TIME NO SEE I MISS YOU. :)

i would just like to say that im terribly relieved that TUESDAY IS OVER HAHAHAHAHA. i can heave a hugh sigh of relief as my dreaded day of the week comes to a close. YAY THANK GOODNESS IM STILL ALIVE. I THANK ANYBODY AND EVERYBODY THAT MADE MY DAY SURVIVE-ABLE. although i think i deserve most credit for getting through the day and not dying halfway or something. ok sorry for the ego-ness, i am just feeling exceptionally narcissistic and anti-social now therefore i shall suan the whole world and wallow in utter loneliness YAY~

ok just now i was going home with beatrice and we were going home from parkway so had to change bus so after we alighted the first bus, we looked behind and ta-dah our second bus was right there, making a turn and making its way right to us. and i was so tired and so ready to go home that i felt so happy when i realised how lucky i was that my second bus came almost immediately and i started to wonder why the simplest things are making me happy and i reflected so much on how im not happy these days. and i wonder why. i mean, i love my new school and my friends are great but (there's always a butt) im not happy. it's just me, it's just how i am not satisfied with life as it is. i always ask for more, but thing is i am content, i just am not happy. i used to be happy. like can feel my heart is smiling, and if i were yvaine from stardust i would be glowing (OMG STARDUST IS STILL THE BEST MOVIE EVER) but it's been so super duper freaking long since i had that feeling. i have never had that feeling ever since i came to vj and that is damn sad. it's not right though, cos i love the school (well at least i dont hate it) i mean, if you were to ask me "how's your new school" i'd definitely say i love the atmosphere, the environment and all but deep down i am not happy. WHY, I DO NOT KNOW. i have a feeling it's got to do with how i am feeling with the current situation, the way things are, the things that have been happening recently. of course, in the beginning everything about vj was perfect, as in i loved everything about the school. the people, the culture, the victorian-ness. but now things start to surface and the ugly side becomes known to me and as they always say, familiarity breeds contempt so i guess knowing something too well reveals its ugly side as well. i start to see the bad stuff about things, from the things i see and things i hear. you realise i use the word "things" to keep that level of anonymity ooh~~ HAHA. anyways i just want and dearly miss the way i used to feel when i was happy. but i know i cant turn back time and experience what i used to experience in cedar or life when i was in sec sch. until i find my true happiness again, i shall be content with buses that come on time. how pathetic T_T

i think i just miss my cedar friends D: i mean, just now i talked to nadzirah and it felt good. it was a brief convo but i felt like myself. i felt like i never felt when i was with other people. at that instant, i felt the vj canteen was someplace else, and the feelings in me were totally different. that's the kind of feeling i get when i talk to shafika, or the feeling i had when i had dinner with cedar-vj band people after band just now (me cat and beatrice, celine couldnt make it) i feel like my soul is very restless, i dont know why ~.~

super frankie lampard

2009-04-20T01:49:00.004+08:00

That's what a SUPER FRANKIE LAMPARD does

came across this paragraph which i TOTALLY have to put here:

"The most inspiring player on the pitch was certainly the one and only super Frankie Lampard. He created both the goals. He was involved in every single attack. He was just awesome with the spirit he displayed on the pitch. He was defending brilliantly, his led the midfield, he was a great threat in attack. I think he got most of his tackles spot on. And he was never afraid to throw himself into a tackle. I’m sure that while Lampard was flying around like that, all other players must also have been inspired and motivated. That’s what a Lampard does. Every. Single. Match. He is an unbelievable player. I were to be a football player, I’d be Frank Lampard, without a doubt." -from http://www.bluechampions.com/

simply amazing, puts a smile on my face every time. that's the way to go, hubby! rock on baby!!!!!!!

fucking cheena drivers

2009-04-07T21:39:00.004+08:00

Love Like Oxygen

i just wanna rant about stupid silly dumb imbecile chinese-speaking service staff, especially taxi drivers. here's what happened on saturday evening, when i hailed a cab to get to the Singapore Indian Association for niro's bro's bday party.

"Hi uncle, can you please take me to Singapore Indian Association"
"Huh"
(thinking i probably spoke too quickly the first time, i repeated myself, this time slowly)
"Singapore Indian Association"
"*blank look*"
"Ummm, it's opposite blastier ITE" etc etc (notice his evident lack of knowledge on roads in tiny singapore ZZZ)
"Huh, ni yao qu na li?"

OK THE MOMENT I HEARD THIS I JUST SAID "ER NVM" AND JUST OPENED THE DOOR OF THE FUCKING TAXI AND LEFT. and he drove off, probably feeling like a complete fool, while it's mission accomplished on my part. stupid asshat.

random photos

2009-03-27T21:20:00.014+08:00

PHOTOS!

POKER FACE LOL

birthday

2009-03-26T21:52:00.003+08:00

If You Seek Amy

i feel like blogging but then there's nothing for me to blog about specifically. or more accurately, the things on my mind now are things that i cannot/dont want to blog about. hence there's nothing left for me to blog about. except britney's new song, IF YOU SEEK AMY HAHAHA. i must say, lyrics are pure genius and tunis quite catchy too! hahaha. ok i shall proceed to do a quiz. HAHA.

Pick the month you were born:
January-------I squished
February------I loved
March--------I pole danced with
April----------I licked
May----------I danced with
June----------I sucked
July-----------I did the Macarena With
August--------I booty shaked with
September----I shagged
October-------I fucked
November-----I yelled at
December-----I stomped on

Pick the day (number) you were born on:
1-------a birdbath
2-------a monster
3-------a phone
4-------a fork
5-------a snowman
6-------a gangster
7-------my mobile phone
8-------my dog
9-------my best friends' boyfriend
10-------my neighbor
11-------my science teacher
12-------a banana
13-------a fireman
14-------a stuffed animal
15-------a goat
16--- ----a pickle
17-------your mom
18-------a spoon
19------ - a smurf
20-------a baseball bat
21-------a ninja
22-------Chuck Norris
23-------a noodle
24-------a squirrel
25-------a football player
26-------my sister
27-------my brother
28-------an iPod
29-------a surfer
30-------a homeless guy
31-------a llama & an asp;

What is the last number of the year you were born:

1--------- in my parent's room
2 --------- in the chem lab
3 ----------- In a hole
4 ----------- Under your bed
5 ----------- Riding a Motorcycle
6 --------- sliding down a hill
7 --------- in an elevator
8---------- in the nurses office
9 -------- in line at the bank
0 -------- in your bathroom

Pick the color of shirt you are wearing:
White---------because I'm cool like that
Black---------because that's how I roll.
Pink-----------because I'm NOT crazy.
Red-----------because the voices told me to.
Blue-----------because I'm sexy and I do what I want
Green---------because I think I need some serious help.
Purple---------because I'm AWESOME!
Gray----------because Big Bird said to and he's my leader.
Yellow--------because someone offered me 1,000,000 dollars
Orange--------because my family thinks I'm stupid anyway.
Brown---------because I can.
Other----------because I'm a Ninja!
None----------because I can't control myself!

Conclusion:
I sucked my best friend's boyfriend in the chem lab because that's how i roll. HAHAHAHAHA. AWESOME! why am i not born in october HAHA.

real post haha

2009-03-15T20:51:00.005+08:00

Whiney whiney whiney WOOO~!

HI THERE i guess it's time i really blog proper about stuff that's been happening in my life. and stop coming here just to do quizzes HAHA. omg where to start. from the time of orientation till now. but if i really really blog about every single thing then it'll be never-ending sia. so i shall just blog about recent stuff. like VOG!!!

ok so last friday was victoria's very own olympic games a.k.a. VOG! omg it was awesome. though i didnt get to see and cheer for the others playing the various sports because i was busy with cheer dance. i really wished our class could have spent more time together, but the cheer people are fricken awesome as well. in fact here's a shoutout to the URSA CHEER PEOPLE.

HI URSA CHEER PEOPLE, YOU GUYS ROCK!!!

yeah. it's true! we stayed back until dunno what time almost every day and even met up on like sundays to practise and practise and practise somemore. and we had so much fun! HAHA with this bunch of jokers, no cheer prac is boring :D it has been a really tiring three weeks y'all, but it sure was fun! we bonded so much and overcame so many obstacles along the way (like the stolen/lost props and shirts. that was really a spirit-killer but we picked ourselves up again!). it definitely paid off when the actual performance came cos we just did our best and didnt really care so much on whether we were going to win or not. i still remember, it was that few minutes leading to our turn for the performance and we were all bracing ourselves for the real thing, and jared went "who gives a damn about winning! let's just go out there and HAVE FUN!" and it rang in my head again and again. yes we didnt win but the reward is in the journey. :D (YES I KOPED THAT FROM THE WONDERFUL QUOTES ON THE PLASMA SCREEN. LOL) anws, congrats to phoenix for winning, you guys really deserve it and to aquila, JIAYOU! uphold the awesome-ness of my name, PLEASE. randomness: CHRISTOPHER MY DEAR BFF, YOU ROCK. i'm proud to call you my classmate.

after vog, a bunch of people from 09S31 that we could gather went to airport for class lunch! it was super fun cos we were all pretty high. popeyes is expensive and for the second time, i only ordered two biscuits and a drink to save money. anyways a meal would have been too much for my stomach to take. we went to the ulu corner at the viewing gallery and ate, played and laughed to our hearts' content. (ABS ABS ABS HAHA) these people are really a humourous bunch. let's have another outing some time soon!!! and get more people to come woohoo~ and come on class jersey!!! hehe.

i have a rather exciting and action-packed week ahead, which is quite a bummer cuz i was kinda hoping to catch up on schoolwork and those darn tutorials this week. :/ but it's alright, we'll find a way!

i love band, it's an awesome cca, and i'm happy i'm in it! :D proud to call myself a band geek. "At band camp, ..." HAHAHA who remembers american pie! HAHA. i really want to work hard for syf. and to cat, thank you, simply for being there :)

oh btw, even though i dont see them anymore, i just wanted to say that I LOVE THOR 4 :) this orientation group of mine is full of awesome people i'm proud to call my og mates woohoo! it's a huge bummer that all of us are so busy that we cant even find a common day to meet up D: we must okay! must update each other and gossip and play bridge and disturb ken and meixuan! HAHA.

among all these things happening in my life in vj, i still miss cedar because, put simply, i still am a cedarian no matter where i go. :) i miss my classmates. 4C!!!!! you have no idea how grateful i am to sharmaine for holding a party so we can all meet up :D i seriously cant wait for tuesday!!! we'll have a blast im sure! i'll get to see all of them including PRIYANKA aonan anooja yuxin huizhen jharyathri vanessa rachel chloe etc etc etc omg so exciting!!! let's take lots of pictures and facebook it! :D:D:D:D:D:D

i also miss the teachers. i miss the campus, who cares if the bloody hall is not air-conditioned. i miss the recesses with 4C. i miss studying in the library after school. i miss bitching bout people. i miss cedar band, and just wanna tell you to persevere and work hard for syf, as i will be too! i should be coming to watch your syf performance, and i'm ready to be blown away! let's do this YEAH!

quiz

2009-03-13T21:00:00.002+08:00

been tagged again! woohoo i like doing quizzes :D

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
i think no

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
yesterday ZZZ

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
okok lah

4. DO YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND/BOYFRIEND? IF NO, WOULD YOU WANT ONE?
no im single and READY TO MINGLE HAHA. really depends on circumstances whether i want one or not.

5. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
BUT OF COURSE :)

6. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
YEZ. National Sarcasm Society FTW!

7. HOW DO YOU WANT YOUR LIFE TO BE IN A COUPLE OF YEARS? (REALISTICALLY PLEASE)
couple of years? just got back a level results then applyng to u lor.

8. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
YEAH!

9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
honey stars, koko krunch, milo, frosties, in that order.

10. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
NAH.

11. WOULD YOU MOVE AGAIN?
ummm depends to where, what kind of house. but it'll be nice to move to the east for awhile considering the location of my school :)

12. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
their presence.

13. RED OR PINK?
none!

14. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
...

15. WHAT DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
O levels!

16. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
urrently im really missing my non-vj friends D:

17. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
whuttt

18. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?
no pants no shoes HAHAHA

19. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
my heart HAHA

20. WHAT ANNOYS YOU THE MOST?
my dad sometimes

21. FAVORITE SMELL?
prima deli waffles zomg i salivate everytime i walk past prima deli D:

22. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
priyanka

23. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
leon? I LIKE EVERYBODY FROM 09S31

24. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
stupid question! HAHA. soccer definitely!!! followed by tennis, darts, and basically any olympic sport :D:D:D

25. HAIR COLOR?
black

26. EYE COLOR?
black

27. DO YOU HAVE ANY MAJOR REGRETS?
probably, but i'd like to think i dont have any :)

28. FAVORITE FOOD?
seafood YAY. fish prawns crab cockles mussels lala crayfish. no water snails please HAHA

29. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
happy endings lah :) but i dont hate scary movies! watching it once in a blue moon is fine :D

30. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED, AND WITH WHOM?
slumdog millionaire with my sister

31. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
it doesnt matter

32. SUMMER OR WINTER?
WINTER YAY.

33. HUGS OR KISSES?
HUGE HUGS WHOOO~

34. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND
neh tag anyone :)

35. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND
still neh tag anyone :)

36. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
the book i read most often nowadays is the cedar handbook a.k.a. my daily planner :D

37. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
no mouse pad

38. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
last night ah? last night neh watch tv. i didnt even come home. tonight can? SURVIVOR EH-EH-OH-EH-OH-EH-OH-EH-YAHH.

39.WHAT LITTLE THING MAKES YOU HAPPY?
random things like the simplest effort to wait up for friends, or to remember to pay back a debt of $0.50, or hold the dustbin open for me AWWW.

40. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
dont know both of them. how now brown cow

41. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
ummmm zomg japan is further to sg than aust right? HAH WTF call myself a geog student -__-

42. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
sure! :D

43 WHERE WERE U BORN?
in a hospital

44. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
dunno dont care. you wanna kop you kop lor.

45. HOW DID YOU MEET YOUR SPOUSE/SIGNIFICANT OTHER??
what.

65.4% Asian!

2009-03-09T22:47:00.003+08:00

HAHA ok i should totally be doing my homework/catching up on some NEEDED SLEEP OMG but here i am, wasting my life away, or shall i say, doing what i do best, SLACKING WOOHOO. i just felt like doing this:

~~Tag 15 friends!~~ Multiply your total score by 25/13 and put the subject as I am ___% Asian!

[x] Both of your parents are from Asia
[x] You were born in Asia
[ ] You use the term "Azn"
[x] You think DDR is cool
[x] You've watched lots of anime
[x] You like Korean drama
[ ] You have stuff hanging on your phone
[x] You think your parents want you to marry within your own race
[x] You eat rice almost everyday
[x] You drink lemon tea

X's so far: 8

[] You style your hair
[x] You have a bebo/myspace/friendster
[x] You speak languages other than English
[ ] Your parents are strict
[x] Your parents have high expectations of you
[x] You always get A's/B's on your report
[x] You do Chemistry/Biology/Physics/Accounting
[x]You know your multiplication table
[x]You play badminton or table tennis or Irish Pingpong
[x] You've seen the original asian version The Ring/The Grudge

X's so far: 16

[x] You go/want to go to a university and would NEVER consider an apprenticeship
[x] You own an asian car (Honda, Toyota, etc)
[x] You're not the only child
[x] You've gotten little red envelopes around February
[x] You know the difference between kung fu, karate and tae kwon do
[ ] Your mother tries to bargain even though the product is already discounted
[x] You can solve a rubiks cube
[x] You have a box of noodles somewhere in your house
[x] You play video games

X's so far: 24

[x] Everytime you're going out, your parents ask you where you're going and what time you'll be home
[ ] You have karaoke at home
[ ]You've been to a LAN more than 3 times
[ ] You have incense sticks/moth balls in your house
[x] You own a gaming console
[x] You don't wear shoes in your house
[x] You can use chopsticks
[ ] You get nothing if you do well in school, but nagged if you don't

X's so far: 28

[ ] Your parents won't let you go out if you have school the next day
[x] You have asian songs on your computer/iPod
[ ] You don't like football
[x] You like Soccer

X's so far: 30

[ ] You have a curfew
[ ] You know what ulzzang/tb means
[ ] You know what purikura is
[x] You like bubble tea
[x]Your parents bought you shoes many sizes too big so you can "grow into it" and wear it for years to come
[x] You've played final fantasy
[ ] You believe in fortune cookies

X's so far: 33

[ ] You know what is bok choy
[ ] You've heard the song "Got rice?"
[x] You've had pockys/yan yan before
[ ] when you ask for ur mums permission she goes "ask ur dad"

X's so far: 34

Total X's: 34
I'm 65.384615384%= 65.4% Asian! (to 3 s.f.)

that's pretty high! we're mostly yellow and proud to be so! "believe in fortune cookies" HAHA GO RYAN HIGA!!! (looks at priyanka HAHAHAHAH)

shout-out to bangla workers

2009-02-16T17:55:00.002+08:00

URGH URGH URSA!

Kaiser Chiefs are coming to Singapore?!! COOL.

i've been wanting to do this for days. i'd just like to make a shout-out to all the workers who are building the MRT circle line right now. you must jiayou okay, so that i can take circle line to paya lebar to go to school and my travelling time to school will be cut by almost half. :D everytime i walk past bishan mrt i will pray that it will open as soon as possible :)

VJ uniform is so thick YET it's quite see-through. GO FIGURE.

Interact Club FTW! HAHAHAHAHAH.

okay i have to go now, to go do my hmwk/read chem notes because my chem tutor is a fucking bitch and i absolutely hate her. I MISS MS CHNG D:

A!

2009-02-10T19:49:00.003+08:00

Meow, I'm Still Alive (And Sunburnt @.@)

would you freaking believe that i haven't been here for SO long that http://www.blogger.com/ is no longer in my drop-down history D: HAHA I THINK my blog might be angry with me for abandoning it for so long.

Rules:It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.
AIYOH talk so much. basically everything must start with the letter 'A' okay. (A-okay!) HAHAHAHAHAH.

1. What is your name : Aquila without the 'U'!
2. A four Letter Word : Arse
3. A boy's Name : Archuleta HAHA surname also name right
4. A girl's Name : Apple
5. An occupation : Arse cleaner
6. A color : Aqueous-copper-sulphate-blue
7. Something you'll wear : Anklet?
9. A food : Azzip (read backwards AHAHA.)
10. Something found in the bathroom: A toilet bowl (no realy really, got one only)
11. A place : Amphitheatre
12. A reason for being late : Ants in mah pants
13. Something you'd shout : AHAHAHA.
14. A movie title : A Walk To Remember
15. Something you drink : Apple Juice
16. A musical group : Aerosmith
17. An animal : Antelope
18. A street name : ALKAFF AVENUE AHAHAHAHA.
19. A type of car : ASTON MARTIN LAMPARD OWNS ONE BUAHAHA.
20. The title of a song : Accidentally In Love! :DDDDD

happy cny

2009-01-26T03:19:00.002+08:00

It's Like Flying Without Wings

& happy cny! this reminds me of a time one or two years back when i would blog about the cny celebration in school and the lion dance and the school performances and the class competitions which we NEVER win haha good times, good times.
"Omg, what did the lion take from her?"
"I hope it's not her virgintity o.O" HAHA.
& i seriously have no idea what the quack im doing up at 3am @.@ i can feel zee eyebags forming ahaha ok gross.
& when did she become so cool? seriously.
& sometimes i think my friends understand me better than my parents.
& i'm amazed at how true that previous sentence was.
& anybody know where i can go and make customized frames? for photos/jigsaws/certs/wtv?
& Chelsea 3-1 Ipswich :D:D:D:D:D the lampard free kick was to DIE for :)
& i think my "Delete" button a bit siao siao
& omg i realise i havent watched hana yori dango season 2!!! sheesh what's wrong with me.
& oohh i also havent blogged about results ahaha aren't i slow.

yes practically everyone else has already mentioned it, but i shall just say it anyway. CONGRATS TO US for obtaining an average of 9.0, we rock. no, really, we do! HAHA. as for my own results i have to say i'm pretty happy with what i got. :) as for physics, bell curve FTW. ahaha. higher mt was a big "HAHAHA OMG I ROCK". one, high five rasyiqah! two, it could have been worse, at least i pass okay. three, C is for 4C! HAHA YAY.

quiz!

2009-01-24T15:29:00.008+08:00

I'll Be There When Your Heart Stops Beating

300th post!

01. What are your nicknames?
Aqilampard, Lampard, Aqibeg, Shakilah!, #1JOKER, Killa, Duck, Aqilamon, Aziz, Alkaff, Akira, Tequila, Aquila(call me that and I'll minus you! HAHA GEDDIT) , OY!, eh, stupid, dumbass, dickhead, asshole, etc. -.- HAHA

02 How does your hair look like currently?
disgusting

03. What's new in your life right now?
this game i'm playing. reeeaaalllyyy addictive

04. How many colours are you wearing now?
two, black and dark blue

05. Are you an introvert or extrovert?
a little of both

06. What was the last book you read?
The Quest Of The Fair Unknown by whats-his-name. some random unknown book i picked up at the libary. haha. it was nice, despite the fact that it had A SUCKY ENDING that makes you go "huh?"

07. Do you nap a lot?
not so much during the holidays, cos i get enough sleep waking up at 2+ everyday haha

08. If you had to have a one night stand with someone famous, who would you like it to be?
i'll pass.

09. Is there anything that has made you happy these days?
yes. though not much! :/

10. What's your current obsession?
FOB.

11. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
if i wake up as planned, half an hour probably. if im late, 15 mins?

12. What websites do you visit daily?
facebook, blogger, some blogs, hotmail, youtube etc etc.

13. Do you write fic? What was the last fic you wrote?
SIAO no

14. What's the last thing you laughed about?
huishan's sms "I can do math with no numbers, no numbers, no numbers!" HAHAHA.

15. What's the last song that got stuck in your head?
Just Dance - Lady Gaga feat. Colby O'Donis! :o

16. What's the last movie you saw?
in cinemas, Ponyo. at home, It's A Boy Girl Thing

17. Would you enter a relationship with your ideal partner, even if you knew he/she was seriously involved with/married to someone else and would never leave them?
no

18. What is your least favourite thing to do that you have to do today?
be around them. zzz.

shuffle!

2009-01-22T22:23:00.004+08:00

Shuffle!

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!

How are you feeling today?
Around The World - Red Hot Chilli Peppers [yup, i feel like im all over the place. :s]

Will you get far in life?
All That I've Got - The Used [making the best out of :D]

How do your friends see you?
If We Hold On Together - Diana Ross [this song is pleasant to listen to!]

Will you get married?
Love Hurts - Incubus [HAHAHAHAHA.]

What is your best friend's theme song?
Suddenly I See - KT Tunstall [nice hair eh?]

What is the story of your life?
All I Want For Christmas Is You - Mariah Carey [this song reminds me of that starhub cable tv advertisement. totally spoiled it. -_____-]

What was high school like?
All The Things She Said - t.A.T.u [lesbians? you got that right. -.-]

How can you get ahead in life?
Greatest Day - Take That [all it takes is one lucky day!]

What's the best thing about your friends?
Here (In Your Arms) - Hellogoodbye [hmm...]

What's in store for this weekend?
What Hurts The Most - Rascal Flatts [the horror. oh well, as long as it's not next weekend. obvious reasons :S]

Describe your grandparents.
Breakdown - Seether [yah i dont get it]

How's your life going?
Ruby - Kaiser Chiefs ['cuz life is a gem! -.-]

What song will they play at your funeral?
Truly Madly Deeply - Savage Garden [hmmm...]

How does the world see you?
Last Train Home - Lostprophets [damn this isn't making any sense]

Will you have a happy life?
I'm Still Here - John Rzeznik [this song gives me shivers you know thatttt. one of my all-time favessss]

Do people secretly lust after you?
No More Bird - Mr Brown [AHAHAHAHAHAHAHSHIT]

How can you make yourself happy?
Do It Well - Jennifer Lopez [oh yeahhh~!]

What should you do with your life?
Girl All The Bad Guys Want - Bowling For Soup [HAH!]

What does your mum think of you?
Long Way 2 Go - Cassie [this song reminds me of the mindchamps days!!! homg the memories!!!]

What is your deep, dark secret?
Why Don't You Get A Job? - The Offspring [what?]

What is your mortal enemy's theme song?
Mama - My Chemical Romance [no my mortal enemy is not my mother -.-]

What's your personality like?
Girlfriend - Avril Lavigne [EHHH WTFFFF]

What song will be played at your wedding?
Canon In D Rock - Jerryl [YAY GREAT SONG HAHA it should be played live ahhhh]

EHHH my sister's very annoying because she always steal my rubber band then i cannot tie my hair. GET YOUR OWN LAH PFFT.

tuts my barreh

2009-01-22T21:17:00.002+08:00

Spin That Record Babe!

& i have more issues than i'm aware of, and that's disturbing. (DISTURBIA PLAYS IN MY HEAD) at least now i'm aware of them, it's a good wake up call. time for change! [those darn orange blinking things!]
& taking the LRT is like taking roller coaster. uber fun!! haha!!
& long journeys home are also fun. the bad news is that i don't mind having them alone D:
& now i remember why i seldom blog-hop. it's because some bloggers piss the devil out of me. (literally, that would be so wrong)
& Tuts my barreh HAHAHAHAH.
& her nick STILL pisses me off. i thought it would wear off after a few months but NOOO.
& omg i feel like doing those quizzes. shall go find! :D

belletti and lampard same birthday!

2009-01-18T23:47:00.003+08:00

OMG OMG HAHAHAHA.

discovery: juliano belletti, and frank lampard, both the scorers of yesterday's game (REFER TO PREVIOUS POST) share the same birthday of 20 june, though belletti is two years older. HOW FERRRICKEN COOL IS THAT?!!! HAHA.

chelsea 2-1 stoke

2009-01-18T23:13:00.004+08:00

Twenty-seven

Chelsea 2 Stoke 1

the scoreline does NOT show the extremity of emotions i felt during the 90 mins! haha chelsea had a gazillion chances but the ball refused to go in! its super frustrating okay! i was starting to think the ball was jinxed or magnetised or something o_o then 60th minute, stoke scored O: my heart broke into two i swearrrrr. then then then at one point in time they were showing the number of shots made by the two teams and stoke had 3 (one of which converted into a goal) and chelsea had 30 (IM NOT KIDDING. THIRTY. THUUUURRRTEEEYY) shots and no goal?! WAH i was panicking already okay. "Stoke defeats Chelsea" DIDNT look like a good headline for the next day's papers :/ by the 85th minute, some Chelsea fans started leaving the stadium (POO THEM, now look what they missed! HA-HA) THEN jeng jeng jeng AT THE 88TH MINUTE, belletti who came in as a substitute scored a header and we leveled. FINALLY. into stoppage time, HAHAHAHA LAMPARD SCORED HAHAHAHAHA. he kicked a mighty kick and ZOOM it went past the goalie and BOOM into the back of the net. there really wasnt anything the goalie could do :) he RAN to scolari and practically the entire team had a huge family hug on the pitch and i just SMILED :) it goes to show lampard and co. still have faith in him :D HAHAH i jumped out of my seat and jumped around and made funny squealy noises in trying to suppress my laughter/screams of joy HAHA pity i watched it alone, for it would have been brill to crush someone's bones as i hug that person is happiness :)

& im starting to dislike drogba D:
& i knew it would pay off, staying and continuing to watch the match even in the dying minutes.
& i watched angus thongs and perfect snogging today! it is saturated with british slang. :D
& ponyo tomorrow!

japan pics 2

2009-01-16T18:11:00.006+08:00

our beloved japanese counterparts!
their canteen!! :O looks like an auditorium of some sort!

their FOYER! =_=
their band room. reminds me of our old band room in old cedar!
entrance of nagashima spaland! home of the most awesomest roller coasters!

i took this one! :D:D:D
our last dinner in nagoya! :)
their seven-eleven. SO COLOURFUL.

the tatami styled room! messy as ever! that's paulina.
see what this woman's shirt says! still can smile somemore... HAHA.
SUZUKI! HAHAHA.
japanese macdonalds! HAHA.
cool plate number!

the bullet train!!! gahh.
japanese kfc!
THE tokyo

csp! :')

2009-01-10T20:43:00.004+08:00

So Live Your Life, Ay Ay Ay

& just now my dad took me for a car ride and guess what we went pass many roads and i was looking at the signs when... this sign said 'Kadayanallur Road' and i realised that that is the road that we learnt about in our csp textbook!!! yay!
& i miss csp! from the sec one class where mrs tan will have games for us(yay numberfour!) to the lame lessons we had in the comp lab at the old school(both comp labs! the ones above the TMP and also the ones on top of the band room. and i remember the lessons were always disturbed by the band warming up and i didnt know where to hide my face HAHA) to the slightly more recent (and unforgettable) ones at that small quiet isolated hidden top secret room in the library(!) to the one time we had lesson in the dnt workroom above the pe staffroom(bet you've never been there!) and took that horiggible test there and played 'eye spy!' at the back board where there as this huge colourful detailed picture of many things to the room we settled in last, the one beside the mt staff room, the one where many memories lay. GAH OK enough about csp, later i start tearing how. D:
& i've had it with these ___ snakes in this ___ plane! :)
& monday monday monday monday monday monday monday.

japan photos, first and possibly last

2009-01-08T23:27:00.009+08:00

ok for some reason i suddenly got urge to post japan photos so here! yah i'll stop when i feel likeit. as for the rest, maybe in the future, or never. haha.

emily on the phone with her darling bestie!

the people that made it all the more funner our plane! one of those windows is mine! :D
the look on their faces. priceless!
i turn to the sports,then click soccer, then barclays premier league and TA-DAH i see my husband there. wakaka i was writhing in my seat while emily was sleeping so i couldnt share my joy with anyone -.-
i choose 'the script' of alllll the artistes in all the land and look at the album number! -___-
the sky. beautiful aint it! and yesh i got the wing seat. stupid but nonetheless beautiful sky!

the first view i got of japan upon stepping out of the airport. weather was awesome!!!

ok i have to admit i was super fascinated with red leaves! but by day 3 they were... erm. mundane? HAHA.
aichi meiden high school. so cool right the school building. origami!

2009!

2009-01-06T22:47:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

life throws shit at you

2008-12-30T21:24:00.007+08:00

All The Sadness In The World In A Bottle
too bad the fucking lid is open :P

okay among all the stupid shit that life has been throwing at me, i shall just post some things that are quite random and stupid.

this morning i woke up at 7 am YAH WTF SO EARLY. so damn long since ive waken up before noon :P then i wore my school uniform, which was somewhat awkward btw. then i stood i the kitchen to drink water then my dad saw me and said "what, you going sec five ah" HAHA OK I LAUGHED.

then he asked what i was going to school for and i was like "return instrument" in a very SIAN-ED tone and i was kinda mumbling then he was like "what, return your band equipment ah? oh then they give you plastic toy one in return right" HAHAH OK ONE, EQUIPMENT? HAHAAHAHA. AND TWO, PLASTIC TOY HAHAHHAA.

i still havent totally forgiven them for pissing me off so much recently though.

ok random photo from japan:(I LOVE THIS PHOTO HAHA OK THEN MAYBE NOT SO RANDOM)

!!!

2008-12-28T21:18:00.002+08:00

:O

I HATE MYSELF. @#*$%&!!!!!!!!!!111111one

i'm slipping into emo phase HOLY COW I CANNOT BE EMO AT THE TURN OF THE YEAR!!! that's... not a good start to the year, is it!

make my move!

2008-12-27T23:16:00.003+08:00

Make My Move

& i didnt know something so simple and is usually so easily dismissed can require so. much. courage. BUT AQILA C'MON SUCK IT UP YOU PANSY.
& i went to jalan kayu to eat the ever-so-famous roti prata. best in singapore, or so it claims. it was good. without the curry.
& i HATE the feeling of embarassment. it makes me wanna kill myself. D:
& Where's Wally?
& i'm missing 4C really badly. facebook is helping a bit though.
& im hungry! damn.

bedtime stories

2008-12-26T20:26:00.002+08:00

jhayu is online, only the second time i've seen in my friggin life, but i gotta say this man. her nick is soooooper disgusting. enough to make me scowl at the computer screen like a retard. i'd copy paste it here, but if i do that i'd have to delete this blog and make a new one because then this one would be contaminated with devillish stuff HAHA no, dont get the wrong idea, jhayu doesnt do satanic stuff HAHA.

my mum, the twins and i went to watch bedtime stories just now. we paid an extra 6 fugging bucks NO THANKS TO THE BITCH AT THE BOX OFFICE WHO REFUSED TO GIVE US STUDENT PRICE. IF WE'RE NOT STUDENTS THEN WHAT ARE WE MAN. WORKING ADULTS MEH. OH YES, THAT'S RIGHT, WE'RE SENIOR CITIZENS.

trumpet playing robot

2008-12-25T21:21:00.003+08:00

HEY! since it's xmas! i shall post this! :D
it was in the high-tech factory thing that we went to somewhere in japan.

woots you have nooooo idea how fecking long that took to upload!

april fools joke

2008-12-24T21:18:00.006+08:00

And A Self-Esteem To Match

um i tried uploading the japan pics but they took so damn long to upload FIVE pics and i've got five hundred and ninety-six. HAHA i think i gotta think up of some other way man.

random: i rmb last year or was it the year before that, at one speech day rehearsal mr suresh (RMB HIM?! HAHAHA) said to us prize winners, "Speech Day this year will be on the first of April. No, this is not an April Fool's joke." HAHAHA its not that funny i'm just amused i rmb the randomest things

lionel lewis confirmed you as a friend on facebook!

2008-12-24T15:04:00.004+08:00

i got one mail in my inbox today which said:

"Lionel Lewis just confirmed you as a friend on Facebook..."

HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

my earpiece spoil!!! christmas gift anyone? HAHA. but this sucks cos cos cos ~~cosine HAHA~~ i COULD HAVE BOUGHT THAT MICKEY MOUSE EARPIECE IN JAPAN OHHH MANNNN.

i hate all the parts

2008-12-22T22:40:00.003+08:00

I Hate All The Parts

you know that PCD song "i hate this part"? YAH I HATE IT, THE SONG SOUNDS SO DUMB. it should be banished to like mars or something.

turkey day, rubbish, after japan.

2008-12-22T20:47:00.002+08:00

World Turkey Day

WHOO CRAZY BUNCH OF FREAKY STUFF BEEN HAPPENING. like all the freakish coincidence stuff that happen at the right time. starting to freak me out! HAHA. like world turkey day! just now jaan was sending me something to print and i can't open the document so the ms word suggested putting it in TURKISH WTH. then i came home and a plate of turkey was on the table, apparently somebody gave to us. then online, jaan told me her cousin came back from turkey and she was eating turkish delight! HAHAHA SCAREHH. turkeys are taking over the world.

enough about turkeys!!! ok someboddayye just added me on facebook and im damn happy HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

ok cool down.

SO, YES IM BACK FROM JAPAN AND NO IM NOT DEAD. -_- have a gazillion photos to post here, but i predict blogger will be being a total bitch so i shall not bother. maybe next time.

OH SHIT MARCIA just sent me this email with this bunch of URGENT PHOTOS ARGHHH IM GOING TO BE HIGH AGAIN HAHA I THINK I CANNOT POST PROPERLY TODAY.

will be back soon HAHA this was such a rubbish post :D

japan later!

2008-12-04T14:01:00.003+08:00

When I'm Excited, I Don't Punctuate.

AHHH WTF i just got off the phone with samantha and i learnt one thing. SHE'S BRINGING HER WHOLE HOUSE TO JAPAN. LET'S SEE. 7 BRAS?!?! HAHAHAHA. what the hell are you thinking ONE BRA FOR EACH DAY OMG. HAHHAA. and she herself knows she's probably not gonna touch half the stuff in her luggage. her reason was er, more choice HAHA WTF you think fashion show ah HAHAHA.

i havent finished packing so i have got to get off the damn comp and go downstairs to ntuc to buy my eyemo!!! (literal meaning dont read too much into it HAHA) frozen eyeballs HAHA IMAGINE THAT.

it just started to rain here and i was thinking "oh no then later how!" and then i realised DUH the japan trip will be in japan not in singapore cos im used to hoping it will not rain whenever im going to go for a bbq later in the day or something but just because it rains in singapore doesnt mean it will rain in japan right but then again its the monsoon season oh no then how ok im rambling i should stop. HAHAHA.

my ma just msn-ed me from her workplace to inform me that we've got 24000... yen. HAHA i have japance currency i can now officially shop in japan with my yen i can buy things with the huge jap notes and doughnut-ish coins. only thing is, I HAVENT REACH JAPAN. HAHAHAHA.

i just started imagining the weather there cos the rain here got heavier and IM SCARED.

Changi International Airport, Terminal 3, report 9.30pm, TONIGHT. Flight at 1am :D
Arrival: 12 Dec, approx 5.30pm, Terminal 3 also :D

OKOK I SHOULD GET OF THE COMP AND CONTINUE PACKING BYEBYE I MEAN SAYONARA.

JAPAN TMR!

2008-12-03T23:47:00.004+08:00

Watch Out Japan, 'Cause Here Comes Csb.

(really got the s meh!!!!!!)

packing for japan trip is FUN. some things i still gotta do though. but not tonight. tonight, i wanna get some good sleep :D

HAHA omg i spent a few minutes just HIGH-ING on msn HAHA DAMN FUN. i pity my keyboard who has to bear with all my slamming with all the high-ness HAHA. and special apologies to the 'H' and 'A' keys. HAHAHAHAHA. (see.) but ok it DID suck when the whole world is against you okay! HAHAHA although a teeny little voice in my head told me that everyone else probably was right, i remained stubborn. I DUNNO WHY. HAHA.

i shall just copy paste from sam's blog :D HAHA
[b](aqueous) eambardo[/b] Japan, watch out 'cause here come CSB. 8D says:
my nick got grammar error?
here come csb
here comes csb
[b](aqueous) eambardo[/b] Japan, watch out 'cause here come CSB. 8D says:
which is correct?
FRIENDLY GIANT ♥ Manchester United says:
second la duh
[b](aqueous) eambardo[/b] Japan, watch out 'cause here come CSB. 8D says:
wtffff
[b](aqueous) eambardo[/b] Japan, watch out 'cause here come CSB. 8D says:
EVERYBODY IS AGAINST ME
[b](aqueous) eambardo[/b] Japan, watch out 'cause here come CSB. 8D says:
ITS COME WHAT
FRIENDLY GIANT ♥ Manchester United says:
BUT ONLY BECAUSE EVERYONE'S CORRECT EXCEPT YOU
FRIENDLY GIANT ♥ Manchester United says:
haha
FRIENDLY GIANT ♥ Manchester United says:
csb is singular noob
[b](aqueous) eambardo[/b] Japan, watch out 'cause here come CSB. 8D says:
NO
[b](aqueous) eambardo[/b] Japan, watch out 'cause here come CSB. 8D says:
CSB IS PLURAL WHAT
FRIENDLY GIANT ♥ Manchester United says:
no
FRIENDLY GIANT ♥ Manchester United says:
its csb as a whole
[b](aqueous) eambardo[/b] Japan, watch out 'cause here come CSB. 8D says:
man utd are playing against chelsea
man utd is playing against chelsea
FRIENDLY GIANT ♥ Manchester United says:
is
[b](aqueous) eambardo[/b] Japan, watch out 'cause here come CSB. 8D says:
ARE
FRIENDLY GIANT ♥ Manchester United says:
IS!
FRIENDLY GIANT ♥ Manchester United says:
omg
[b](aqueous) eambardo[/b] Japan, watch out 'cause here come CSB. 8D says:
OMGGGGGGGGGGG
FRIENDLY GIANT ♥ Manchester United says:
chelsea are going to win the league?!
[b](aqueous) eambardo[/b] Japan, watch out 'cause here come CSB. 8D says:
YES
FRIENDLY GIANT ♥ Manchester United says:
NO!
FRIENDLY GIANT ♥ Manchester United says:
WTH!
haha
[b](aqueous) eambardo[/b] Japan, watch out 'cause here come CSB. 8D says:
OMG
[b](aqueous) eambardo[/b] Japan, watch out 'cause here come CSB. 8D says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
[b](aqueous) eambardo[/b] Japan, watch out 'cause here come CSB. 8D says:
IM DYING
[b](aqueous) eambardo[/b] Japan, watch out 'cause here come CSB. 8D says:
AYESHA ASKED HER SIS OK
FRIENDLY GIANT ♥ Manchester United says:
you can attend the grammar lessons tog with the jap ppl haha
[b](aqueous) eambardo[/b] Japan, watch out 'cause here come CSB. 8D says:
WHO GOT A1 FOR O'S
[b](aqueous) eambardo[/b] Japan, watch out 'cause here come CSB. 8D says:
HAHAHAHAHAAH
FRIENDLY GIANT ♥ Manchester United says:
and what she say?
[b](aqueous) eambardo[/b] Japan, watch out 'cause here come CSB. 8D says:
COMES
[b](aqueous) eambardo[/b] Japan, watch out 'cause here come CSB. 8D says:
EVERYONE SAID THAT
[b](aqueous) eambardo[/b] Japan, watch out 'cause here come CSB. 8D says:
ONLY ME
[b](aqueous) eambardo[/b] Japan, watch out 'cause here come CSB. 8D says:
ONE SOLE LONER DOWN HERE
[b](aqueous) eambardo[/b] Japan, watch out 'cause here come CSB. 8D says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

i think this part damn funny omg HAHA. talk about choosing the wrong example?
sam: "chelsea are gonna win the epl?"
aqila: "yes!"
sam: "no!"

but before sleeping oh man i gotta transfer the psp stuff and wtf my computer is being difficult D: i wanna sleep and YAY I CANT WAIT FOR TMR :D

sleepover :(

2008-12-01T21:10:00.005+08:00

Once Upon A December

& jaan niro and ayesha are at ayesha's place having a sleepover and here i am at home being a wuss watching teevee/playing computer/reading something(anything). all because my mummy said no. D:
& its december. ~~horses prance through a silver storm HAHAHA~~ advent calendar! YAY. since primary school omg i wonder if my primary school friends still play. haha.
& taken from livia's blog: "DROP YEN DROPPP" HAHAHAHA ok i laughed at this.
& the fish and chips at the hawker centre near our school is reeeeeally good omg im craving for it again D:
& HAHA ok its 10.15pm now and i planned to watch a movie with my younger sis at 10.30pm and HAHA GUESS WHAT SHE SAID "You have 15 minutes left to blog. Fifteen." HAHAHA omg lol.
& so van persie had a lucky day yesterday. no big. being entirely optimistic, i say its good that chelsea lost so they dont be so damn complacent. :) and yeah, they lost at home but the first cut was the deepest so i wasnt really affected so um, yay.
& my ma wasnt against my suggesting to subscribe to the movie channels ARGHHHH FINALLY.

BYE-O

2008-11-29T01:57:00.002+08:00

i cant believe i know this only now.

Why was bio paper the last paper and not any other subject?
Cuz its, as janice always says/write it, BI-O (BYE-O) HAHA GEDDIT.

point form

2008-11-29T00:49:00.002+08:00

ok lets talk random stuff that's been happening in my life.

& my sister bought a new camera for the family :D apparently her friend won it at a lucky draw and didnt want it (YAH WHICH DODOBIRD WOULDNT WANT A BRAND NEW SONY CYBER-SHOT 10.1 MEGAPIXEL CAMERA RIGHT) so she sold it to us at a cheaper price than the retail one. and HAH when i saw it i realised its exactly the same (same colour somemore, even though i admit its not the nicest of colours) as the one jaan got for her birthday. AJJA FTW.
& sentosa is friggin boring. besides the beach, you cant do anything there without having to spend monayye. damn stupid. and DUH NO I WILL NOT VISIT THE BUTTERFLY PARK TYVM.
& the movie penelope is damn funny ok HAHAHA
"look grandma, a pig!"
"how nice."
we watched it to celebrate emily's alter-ego WOOHOO. its super funny. and wtf i still occasionally think of the girls from St.Trinians HAHA and their aweeeeesome school song. and OH the pattern of 'movie, bridge, daidi. movie, bridge, daidi.' is fun.
& my ma is veh mean yet smart. therefore she's cunning. mean: she allow me to go for chalets but is refusing to let me go over to a friend's place for sleepovers. like WTF the only difference is that i'll be staying over at a friend's place which, is DUH SAFER than a chalet. SO WHY CANNOT. arghhhh. im gonna ask her again and again until she allows. i hope after the japan trip she'll allow. smart: she asked me to withdraw $500 from my bank (life savings mind you) for me to spend for shopping on the japan trip D: that means whatever i spend is coming from my pocket and the more i spend the less i have so she's smart as to pay for necessities like DISPOSABLE UNDIES HAHA and me, for luxuries like shopping. grrr.
& writing 23 names on 23 pair of socks was a first. it tells me one thing. my handwriting has turned into chicken scratch (i dont even know how to hold a pen properly)
& ms angelina tan is one of the best human beings on earth. a few more of her and we can have WORLD PEACE :D

not talking kills

2008-11-29T00:44:00.003+08:00

im here because im very irritated with myself :(

i hate it that we're not talking but im not doing any fucking thing about it. and for that i ought to be cut into forty pieces and cooked with curry. it just makes me so so sad. but i know things will get better, i just dont know when. tomorrow, next week, after i come back from japan, or next year. but aqila omg you fucktard its not gonna get any better if you keep behaving like this bitch you are being right now.

but dear friend im really sorry and i just want you to know that it kills not talking to you. :'(

angry

2008-11-18T12:49:00.004+08:00

AHHHH ok i know im sposed to be all "OH YAY ITS OVER BLAHBLAHBLAH" but lemme tell you smth, im not even close to feeling that way. the past few days have been more stressful than the actual exam period itself. there are so many damn things bugging me and occupying me ever since 9am of the 13th of nov and i havent even had time for myself WTFFFF IM DAMN PISSED, i've been containing all this angst in me for a long time and i just need to let off some steam. there are at least 1384972935641 things pissing me off and i dont really wish to talk about them here on the world wide web. so much for thinking "oh how nice it will be after o's" oh em gee I COULDNT BE MORE FUCKING WRONG. i swear i dont deserve to feel this way. **** has already spoiled my 13-nov-freedom-day and now its ~~blackmailing~~ tormenting me with all this shit omg never in a million years would i have thought i'd hate **** so much D:

the one person i was hoping to see online as i on-ed the computer isnt online and it kills not talking to her. FASTER COME ONLINE LAH. until then, im gonna actually do the stuff i planned to do since 13 nov. like have a fucking life.

time for a new skin. this one is ugly.

(i cant believe it. my first post after o's and its so full of feelings of hatred and anger. ah fuck it.)

2008-11-06T14:42:00.004+08:00

actim index number 1!

2008-10-25T22:22:00.003+08:00

holy f-.

this picture speaks a thousand words. look at number one! dang it feels GOOOOD. you have four Chelsea players in the top 20 alone and the first man yoo player is at 22. HAHA. chelsea have 12 players in the top 100 players in england. enough to make a full squad, with goalkeeper and everything. :) i cant believe it. frank lampard, a midfielder yet ranked as the best player in the league beating a certain someone whose name i shall not mention (CRISTIANO RONALDO) he's not even in the list is he? or did i miss his name amidst my excitement? i doubt so. hurhur im smiling. :) but i must stay cool. cos when you're up there, the only way you can go is down. hence i shall not be big-headed (like a certain bunch of people whom i detest because they're a bunch of arrogant *tuut*s) and just keep hoping for the best WOOHOO.

everton drew man yoo just now. awesomest!

and tmr, chelsea host liverpool in a much-anticipated match that could not have been more suitably timed. (sarcasm much) battle between jeanette and aqila. racel, being a supporter of BOTH, will stand in the middle and be happy no matter who wins. jhayu will be gripping to her seat and be most satisfied with a draw. WE'LL SEE TMR.

one last thing.

NICE RIGHT. JEALOUS NOT? :D
theatrette last row, second or third table. erase it and YOU DIE. :)

chem and english done.

2008-10-21T20:20:00.003+08:00

ok people i haven't disappeared from the face of the planet. i'm still alive. (yes, after two papers) haven't been here in a month! wah power.

hell yeah im not sposed to be here but my computer has just been resurrected from the dead (yah it crashed) and i suddenly felt like coming here. and what the quack my mummy got a new keyboard and it needs some getting used to so everything i'm typing is coming out all wrong. D: there're just a few things i gotta say.

1. stupid fuel cell. if neh come out for chem paper 1 ah...
2. I LOVE MY CAT TO BITS. i got home today(after english paper) and saw my cat and just gave it a huge hug. HAHA.

so 3/18 papers done. habis! (HAHA WHY DOES THAT WORD REMIND ME OF PIA)